Are You Willing to Trust the Process?

It’s been an intense week and more as we moved through our first two major astrological movements of 2021, starting the new year calendar as we ended the astrological year in Pisces.

This week also opened with it a Venus Gate followed by the New Moon in Capricorn on Wednesday, with a connection to Pluto…

Going deeper into “right relationship” within and throughout all our relationships.

Beginnings and endings.

All in all, especially with all the light hitting the planet over Beltane and the Equinox it’s been an intense “pressure” couple of weeks.

A perfect time to follow your spark and follow your heart!

And so, what if I told you that this is the most important time in history for your spiritual and consciousness development?

What would you reprioritize?

What do you need to leave behind that is no longer aligned?

What, who, and what ways of being and thinking?

What must you let go of so that you can step more into creation of what IS truly aligned for you?

Are you waiting for circumstances to change in order to change?

Or are you changing, and then your circumstances do?

Yes, love.

Creating from where you are, just as you are.

Perfectly imperfect.

Sure true healing and receiving a new way or path or being is a journey of evolution and growth over a lifetime.

Every step bringing you closer to home within you.

And it’s an imperfect journey.

There are periods of overwhelm, setbacks, there are still triggers…

There are moments you feel truly grateful for and you celebrate…

And there are moments you feel nothing and nothing seems to have changed at all…

I get it.

This is also part of the journey, love.

What helps me on my walk is remembering my commitment to it…

Surrounding myself with other humans who are also committed to their voyage of healing…

So that I am encircled with anchors to remind me…

That I am safe.

That I will be ok.

That we can do this.

That it matters.

That I am loved.

That we are loved.

That we are deserving of this healing… all of us.

You can let go…

You can trust…

You can transform…

Know that we often experience the days before a turning point as very moving because we can still complete, redeem and dissolve …

It is like a preparation for the new or a deeper purification process that must take place so that we can go into the new one free as possible.

My feeling about what would do us all some good in the coming days is deep self-care.

Treat yourself to rest and relaxation, especially from the outside world.

All the thinking and discussing… all of the opinions and fears… all the external noise.

Because the energy right now is helping you draw your attention inward.

Dropped into your body, into your inner being, and into your true feelings…

Yes, allowing yourself to fully be in the moment, to live in the now, and to feel everything that you are feeling right now.

Allowing yourself to be you…

No matter what or who is around you.

Not making yourself smaller or trying to change to fit people’s molds or expectations of you.

Yet staying true and believing in your own deepest nature and inner soul desires, because you are capable of creating absolutely anything you want.

And never, ever measuring your self-worth in the hands of other people and their actions.

You are whole just as you are now.

You are enough, right now, as you are in this very moment.

When you struggle, ask your own being (the little girl or boy inside you speaks) if you can see what is still to be redeemed…

And please be good to yourself, understanding, loving, gentle, motherly, fatherly…

Protect yourself, let yourself be pampered, feed yourself with everything you need…

Take a salt cellular cleansing bath, go out into nature, drink a lot, eat nettles as spinach… or soup… break a sweat again, wipe the apartment down with plant water, massage yourself, or get a massage with lavender or rosemary oil. Give yourself everything that is good for you.

Prepare, cleanse, loosen, redeem the medicine or the gift in every circumstance, in every space…

You are safe to feel and take up space; recognize the trauma as it is and let it dissolve in the core of your own felt, open and intelligent being.

Yes, you have new choices to make. You have new things to create. Allow it.

I am now putting a great deal of practice not only into (removing undoing) and being in my body daily (energetic hygiene practices; grounding) but also into learning to balance what works for me.

Knowing my F* NO’s so that I CAN OWN my own F* YESSES and take full responsibility and accountability.

Strengthening my roots, preparing my wings, tending to the harvest with gratitude…

And even with patience when I am resting, and more trust when it’s all still at seed.

Some layers are well versed in growth, while others need much more patience and development.

And, yes, love.

Maintaining healthy well-being takes quite a bit of “energy clearing Hygiene” as much as it does receptivity, devotion, and self permission to choose truth as love and love as truth.

Yet when I am balancing in shadow and light, from soul to bone.

My roots of practice shift and expand in the peace and/or space they have made.

Yes, love.

“I AM WORTHY”

“YOU ARE WORTHY”

Yesss

You are already whole.

And you can create from, NOW.

Sure we may never achieve the vision of perfection that the mind believes you *should* embody.

And you may never arrive at the place where the fear or pain are not the initial response to a trigger…

It may always require *the real work* of ending the war within and being *clear* in your own nervous system, body and field.

And it may always require some process, some setbacks, and some pauses.

But as I continue to choose it, I heal a little more every day on the walk, on the journey.

I access a little more peace and ability to “open through the closure” a little more every day.

This isn’t a competition of who is a better human or who can create more.

This is a co-creation of a better world, together.

One day at a time.🤍

Okay lovely…

All the best for this week, a lot is happening so make sure you take it easy…

And allow yourself some space to create.

Even in the “Squeeze”

I love you beautiful soul.

Journey FORWARD!

♥️

Crystal Aryana

P.S. Leave any comments or questions you have below.