Good evening or morning love!
Wednesday was the total lunar Sagittarius eclipse and super full moon!
What an intense raw cleansing period it’s been.
Releasing old beliefs, old patterns and programming holding us back from new ways of being and action.
And learning how to fully own and be true to YOU.
I know you’ve likely been feeling an increase of energy since April around cleansing and bringing up what has yet to be released.
A lot of this stuff is coming up from many generations ago (study epigenetics and how we are learning that trauma can be passed down 14 generations unless we face it sooner by being grounded in our own nervous system, regulating and integrating).
Like I mentioned last week, make sure your self care is deeply in check right now. Practice your body work, whatever that is.
And allow resting, honor your body, provision your needs and don’t force or push.
And know, family lessons likely need to be cleared through you if you have been reading my posts and find resonance in my updates lately or through the years…
It needs to end and begin something new with you.
Yet the energy may feel like it is pushing you to see something new or differently.
Also keep in mind this Eclipse energy is linked to a cycle you’ve been working with since early 2020 so there may be multiple layers to it.
Speaking of this, I also want to recognize all the long-term cycles of growth I’m feeling collectively.
All the completions and graduations, if you will.
Major turning points, conclusions, endings and even surprising moments that are bound to lighten up life as a result.
So much that has reached a “completion”.
(Remember last week posts about the summer eclipses and also the post “resurrect it or release it?”)
Yes. It’s time.
For me, this spring Beltane has been an immaculately wild and enlivening rebirth in my personal life, new baby and all …
As well as the direction I want to move with this company (toward Christed Krystos).
And how much I recognize things are not in alignment still. How much it hurts because my soul craves a deeper authenticity in all areas of my life, including my business.
Feeling my chest opening-feeling the radiating, heart expanding love that flows through and from me…
…while in the same breath feeling as though all the layers of my protective skin are peeling off and falling away as I swim the depths of a vast ocean, only to rise up and walk into this new life-land raw and exposed…
Even on the days where I feel the most off…
Giving myself permission to pause, provision and go within to what is at the root. And drinking it’s “medicine.”
Learning what following my soul desires really looks like.
Trusting those repeated callings IS the “right path” even when I don’t have the physical evidence to tell me so yet.
Yes, I’m feeling this potent energy of the ultimate paradox right now amongst the collective.
A total being with both great love and profound grief at the same time.
Heart cracked open, bare. Loss.
With armor removed, more tender and “available” to create something better and more (truthful at heart) aligned now.
From the space of radical honesty.
Yes.. being FULLY HONEST with yourself.
How is the work you have or have not been doing showing up?
The energy this week is making it crystal clear if it has not been clear up to now.
Yup, feeling more than ever this year that there’s an important reality check bubbling to the surface…
What being honest really means?
What being free really means?
What love in-the-body really means?
Expanding beyond what your current belief system was allowing?
For many this may also look like a line is being drawn.
A turning point…
What you desire and what you don’t.
What is for you and what is not.
What you need now and what you don’t need anymore.
Yes, life will never be the same from here…
Perhaps the best thing you can RECEIVE more than anything else? Being honest with yourself and giving the permission to love yourself, to make change and evolve.
For those stepping into higher timelines already (on way to the Lionsgate this year) you may be seeing the culmination of the karmic clearing and “inner work” you have done around self-love and because of this, finding yourself in a dramatically different situation now than you were in before.
Or maybe you’re just beginning to recognize some form of this.
I am seeing so many in a completely new space, cultivating a more honest level of happiness (even grounded family foundations or multiple streams of income) in their lives. I’m so happy to see this from those in the community and around me.
Like I said in one of my last emails coming into the eclipse period, today is the first total lunar eclipse in 2.5 years…
(Eclipses always follow the signs the lunar nodes are in, which mark the points where the sun and moon’s paths cross. The lunar nodes and eclipses change signs every 18 months, so while they’re traveling through the zodiac, they bring transformation to the houses they fall in your birth chart. The lunar nodes always fall in opposite signs on their axis. In this particular instance, the North Node is in Gemini, and the South Node is in Sagittarius)
And our next Gemini Solar Eclipse is June 10th.
So use this powerful energy to help you explore and expand new paths even as the old stuff crumbles and rebalances.
And besides Venus entering Gemini this month, I’m also feeling Jupiter lately, back in Pisces for the first time in 12 years.
What a breath of fresh air into our new beginnings.
Jupiter in Pisces is mainly about one thing: freedom baby!
I feel one of the reasons the last few years have been a feeling a little extra limited as Jupiter has been transiting in Saturn-ruled signs (lots of restriction).
It’s like we have all been “grounded” by the Universe since early 2020.
And now we are being let outside to play for the first time in a long time!
Be ready to go with the flow here, willing to see things from multiple angles and stay true to your beliefs.
Follow through to the true nature of your soul inside you. Stay rooted. Even when something or someone tries to sway you.
Yet if you are just alone and just pondering, be willing to reinvent from here as you witness, taste, feel, and think from a new space.
And if you’ve put in the work, then trust the work you’ve put in is showing a return to you—your seeds, ideas, dreams and effort have not been for nothing—know that the balance will be restored.
You have not lost anything if this is what you think happened.
What you’ve already gone through has given you access to new ways of seeing, being, new patterns, options, and possibilities all opening up for you the more you get uncomfortable…
And before you can move forward you must, with a grateful heart, close out anything left from the past that is still blocking your way forward…
Like I said in my last email and blog post on Saturday (about the eclipses), there may be a large restructuring process happening in your inner being and throughout your relationships and life…
Breakthroughs and changes in how you connect life and the daily circumstances that are happening in your life as you walk into this next new era of new sight (vision), being, choices, and goals—even inner-realized motivations lighting the fires!
The way you are spending your daily energy and what you allow in your daily energy is asking to be shaped.
This isn’t heady. These are somatic and in the body changes.
Know you are being realigned.
Trust it’s okay to “not know.”
In fact, it’s the only way to receive, learn or apply something new.
Be willing to “not know” …
Something you may not expect is about to be revealed at the perfect time.
A little evening or morning message for you…
*What am I speaking into existence at this time?
“I am love and infinite, even in the shadow, as I let love IN under any condition. Accountability and self-love also means turning inward and facing the deepest parts that I have abandoned; soul level truth. I realize my own self realization is the greatest service I can give to the world right now—simply through being anchored, in my own body and not asking permission to do what my heart is calling me to do. I am my own guru, my own inner authority and my own fact checker and when I sit with what IS—just as it is (in approval of all), I then see how much I really am the co-creator of which the Universe I reside. I choose to walk the inner fire of my own truth, voice, body and soul. I don’t need your validation. I can discern within. And the only way I or YOU can talk “down” to me is if I decide I was “down there” to begin with. My position is entirely up to me. Yes I am starting to see that the best form of psychic protection is my own DAILY ENERGETIC HYGIENE = being fully grounded in my own body and nervous system. When I am hated, misunderstood, ridiculed or called names I am recognizing now how I don’t need to engage, react, “cancel them out” or even hate them back. The point isn’t about ‘demonizing others’ or turning people into enemies. Nor is it about using ‘what happened’ as a way to close my heart. It’s really about wholeness within and learning to sit with the pain in my body (no mind) as it slowly opens my heart to deeper compassion: the real medicine and deeper truth (love) that I am FREE to in-body. In this process, I am seeing that it is really about using these happenings to go within; meet the fragments of my own soul within, seeking Source. Yes. I choose to use these experiences as a catalyst for anchored being, inner work, reflection and my FREE choice to choose love in my own body. Choosing love, already whole…”
And so it is.
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P.S. Tell me what came up for you while reading this post. I love reading your comments. I often read them while I’m nursing Isabella. I can’t type to reply when nursing her, but I LOVE reading them! It makes my soul happy!