Finding A New Path Ahead…
What a time it’s been as we head into Winter Solstice.
So much is being revealed…
And this 2022 Winter Solstice is really the perfect time to observe a pause.
To take advantage of this “still point” energy…
To fully meet what is and shift into a new direction in January.
We have an energetic opportunity at our disposal to make some big changes!
We’re in a complete reset or rewrite for humanity.
Old attachments and stories naturally want to dissolve with our presence…
Life is holding open the Gates of Truth, calling us inside.
The minute we stop fighting the old, the new floods in…
Really if we can just hold ourselves in all of the different paradoxical spaces that are arising!
Being ok with not being ok.
Grounding ourselves in groundlessness.
Knowing that when we are bad or wrong, we are still good.
Loving fragmented parts and also our centering light.
Deconstruction in service to growth.
Safety in the unknown.
Staying with the flow without analyzing what is happening…
Moving toward the ROAR! 🔥
Facing the whole, from within…
Gaia’s facade is crumbling, veils are thinning and some are seeing clearer than others hide.
Embodiment knows who, what is real and who and what is not.
When awareness fully lands, we can no longer ignore the action, the leap, the moves we must make.
I was shown in my dreams of what I might describe as a major collective matrix collapsing.
I saw programs of distorted games of energy inequality being dismantled… Almost like a severing of energetic connections between humans, who were both consciously and unconsciously in these programs.
I feel so much is happening collectively throughout relationships right now.
The overall collective template of relationship is updating based on collective awareness.
In my dream it looked like each person who is ready to create from the new frequencies are no longer misusing their energy.
Instead creating with (Source; in service to God) rather than seeking an external source; siphoning.
The parasitic nature of humanity is being reset and we’re only at the very beginning….
Talking about power games, power grabs, contracts, vampiristic programs…
Really anything that feeds off each other…
Anything that is smoke and mirrors is coming apart at the seams.
This is how we exit the false matrix.
Being in the “eye of the storm”…
Yes beautiful heart, there is so much power in your presence regardless of what’s “out there”…
In Accountability and Absolute Transparency.
We exit the illusion, the attachment, an aspect ready to die.
It has everything to do with our mental and inner heart perceptions.
We face the thing. We see the truth.
Maybe we learn to set personal BOUNDARIES and be clear about our needs or honest/truthful self-expression.
We clear out programming of overgiving and overtaking in self, using our energy, or our power as a currency.
All debts, all forms of attachment or even mental neurosis or imbalanced power (narcissism) is seen easier than ever now…
I can feel so many in the final stages of letting go, rebirth, resurrection in some way.
Painful releases, relief…a deeper round of healing.
I feel many staying in their own lane more too and opening up a whole new world for themselves right now…
New openings are happening!
This again means endings; ie relationships are ending, growing…
I also feel collectively those of us learning the difference between forgiveness and reconciliation and no longer “overgiving”…
Yes, we can forgive fully and know based on our own path, values and alignment that reconciliation is not always beneficial.
Sometimes staying in our own lane is where the magic is.
Perhaps being true to embodying the love we really are means more than what others expect from us.
I feel so much of what is ending externally is shifting our attention to our relationship to self within.
Excited and so, so grateful… even through the hard times.
I also feel massive collective and personal clearing is happening.
We are slowly moving (through death; collapse) towards self-accountability, self-empowerment and conscious awareness of our own energy…
Like I said in my last post: emptying our vessel.
Surrendering into the unknown.
Purifying. Purging, allowing Truth to be fully met.
And then, when ready, choosing what truly nourishes.
Because what if we forgave or cleared the space in our heart for what nourishes us instead of what is building walls?
Real strength from within.
Our purest power or strength doesn’t come from the external or from having life exactly as we want it.
Our greatest power is inside the times we aren’t getting what we want.
When life doesn’t look the way we want.
Can you embrace being uncomfortable?
Can you sit free from criticism and just witness this process, see it all?
Can you trust that you put yourself here to face everything you are going through?
That life is always working in your favor?
“I create from it ALL.”
YASSS! This is freedom. This is trust. This is surrender.
Allowing life to show me all the parts that still need healing.
What isn’t letting me look away or avoid any longer.
This whole year has been an initiation into trust.
I’m still so in the midst of it all.
Grieving, loss, opening, receiving.
Slowly understanding that I must trust the wisdom of death as much as I’ve learned to trust the perfection of life.
I have to let go of wanting to control how it all works in the end.
And I know in my soul the new way ahead for me isn’t coming from more enduring or depletion…
But from a complete de-armoring and rewiring of old subconscious and visceral holding patterns.
Back to zero.
The central point of all union.
Where free will overarches and underpins, engulfing every cell and pore of you.
Your power is your presence.
It is your embodied frequency of “zero point”…
Your total awareness and remembrance.
Your true freedom within.
Where you respond no differently to encouragement or approval than you do to criticism and disapproval.
Yes this means even approaching “suffering” from a scary new place.
What if we invited it all back to the table anyway, all back to zero?
So that we could meet and hold a clear conversation?
It feels like we spend so much of our precious energy trying to defend, hide or prop up what’s “false.”
Yet it takes so much energy trying to explain, run, bypass, distract, get rid of, “disinfect” what we don’t want to see, feel or face.
What if we faced it all and included it?
Maybe for some things, it’s not about “integrating”…
No, I didn’t need to “integrate” the abuse.
Maybe instead, I needed to softly place the hurt in dark soil compost that can make something new grow.
If that is you too, you get it.
I needed to confront the truth as it is.
I needed to say… “Okay. I see you fully. You’re fUgly. But let’s please make something new grow here.”
What are we able to create when we let ALL parts back in, with our loving awareness?
What IF instead of chasing our wounds with scalpels, disinfectants, shadow work and “positive false light”…
We approached our loss, contraction or tight body with a fluid, receptive heart?
Our wounds with laughter, flowers and joy?
What could we create from here?
When we are longer attached or “bonded” with the wound?
What power might we have when we see and accept the whole truth as it presently is without condemning any part of it?
Truth as it IS.
Just as we are?
Maybe it’s melting frozen feelings… anger, grief or sadness… Finally able to surface and breathe… letting them flow!
Or the smallness recognizing itself, slowly emerging into awareness.
The most vulnerable spots witnessed and held safe.
Even when this means holding yourself while doing the thing that scares the crap out of you.
Even when a happier life means TAKING THE RISK.
And following your Soul… (*authenticity)
Whatever this “leap” means for you right now.
Destiny is calling us all back home to ourselves…
To remember why we are really here and GROUND it.
This choice point for us all, I feel, is a crucial point in the ascension process too for us.
One path is organic and aligned with our soul assignment and the natural laws of creation and Cosmic Order.
***sovereignty and soul purpose lived through serving the mother/father/child trinity of God.
And the other path….
Looping AI timelines of spiritual warfare, mental slavery and worshipping or glorifying “the self” through an alien God.
You chose to be here during this choice point of humanity… To be moving through exactly what you are.
Who did you choose to be here?
I know on a soul level I am needed… that we are all needed right now more than ever.
This choice point is also about us closing out all the ways we were trying to create from lack or move from fear…
I can feel those who are feeling the freedom to create their own reality from a truly blank slate.
Meaning not just based on drawing in karmic lessons and hardship through uncompleted contracts, ancestral karma or old timelines…
But those creating life from the complete unknown.
The “new way” ahead is up to the knowing that only comes from within you.
And as artificial realities collapse, the more sight we will see for all fallen architecture to be seen for what it is.
All the things attaching us to the old earth frequency (separation from source) can no longer be hidden…
Earth is going through a Collective Death
And the people who know how to rebirth themselves will be the midwives for the rebirth of the Earth, too.
Yes, we are all moving through it.
Real loss and loss in all forms.
This again can come with a feeling of death, not wanting to be here anymore…
When the energy comes from within, instead of without, it can feel like death for any human.
Ego feels a part of itself as dying but this is a very good sign…
Because it is simply an aspect of self, getting ready to transform and become one, with a higher frequency of self-love.
Surrender is key.
Observe everything, cling to nothing.
The old paradigm, the inverted false matrix of Earth, is dying.
Old timelines, structures, systems are crumbling.
A collapsing of slavery and narcissistic programs.
A collapsing of victim and savior programs.
Fear-based paradigms, ego defense mechanisms, ego control methods and ways of being…
What is false, artificial, not sustainable.
Lies and falsehoods being revealed.
Betrayal or toxic patterns seen for what is.
Anything with nooo internal grounding…
This includes the existing black magic structures of society…
All the way down to the fallen energetic architecture and “metatronic reversals” of our own DNA.
And amongst this death, chaos and birthing…
Something new is in the process of being born.
Relationships are choosing or outgrowing each other based on frequency (heard, felt, seen).
Our deepest hidden distortions and existing truths as our body wisdom knows it, surfacing.
YASSS, clearing distortions.
Including all (wounds) we still carry from our relationship to our earthly father and mother…
Deep into the roots of how we see the self, the opposite sex, others and the whole of creation.
Holding our most abandoned distorted aspects through honest neutral observation, pure love and caring for self through discernment.
We’ve been walking towards the energy of NOW for years.
It’s illumination time.
Being no longer in the dark is a choice.
You have what you need.
Everything that wants to bloom happens through the ashes of the old composting into new fertile earth.
Don’t let what’s happening on the 3D stage confuse you.
Even though it may not look like it on the world stage, these are truly incredible times…
Stay heart-centered and focused on whatever you feel is your mission or life’s purpose, no matter what the 3D Inverted Matrix is showing you happening in the world.
The leaders of this new world will ultimately lead into being those heart-connected alchemists.
We are the ones who change the game.
Yes us … ‘wounded healers’
We are leading the unknown ahead…
We’re the ones who learn how to thrive even through the upheaval.
The ones who know what it’s like to die and to be reborn in the same life.
The ones whose hearts broke over and over, until we were fully cracked open…
We are the ones who learn from our experiences and now know how to heal ourselves.
Yes, wounded oracle, I am also speaking to you my love…
It’s time to heal all the timelines through all dimensions, preventing you from being seen, heard, and valued for bringing in the very thing(s) you were always here for…
YOU = WE are the hearts holding and anchoring the holy power of regeneration.
Making love and overflowing it.
Yet with great discernment of our sovereignty, agency (energy hygiene) and boundaries.
Focusing on impact instead of getting…
We are the ones who take in and eat our shadows (and shadows of the world) by creating from them…
We are able to know or see the inversions around what is organic and what is NOT and say NO more brainwashing.
Those who kill their darlings: sacrifice those painful but necessary things siphoning or sabotaging.
Say NO to anti-life imposter light or an “Alien god” pretending to save us…
No more entertaining half-truths or inversions of the whole truth.
We are the forerunners clearing a path…
We are also the ones to stay anchored in the zero point of our heart (and body) as we create a new world.
Your open heart, anchored physically, frees you to create…
Opens you to possibility outside of pattern.
Your open heart is the key to moving forward in this time of rebirth.
But open-heartedness means so much more than what we may expect.
In my next message I’ll offer what opening your heart might look like… And how important our fluid and flowing heart is, for collapsing what isn’t love.
Freeing us all…
PS – I would love to hear your thoughts and experiences… What is this time bringing up for you? Let me know in the comments section.