Hello, human being, who is remembering…
Remembering WHO TF YOU ARE.
I hope this message finds you well.
It’s quite a time in history…
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So pretty. I don’t know if you guys can see all those birds or hear them.
Sending you love.
Crystal Aryana here.
I’m just walking through, actually on my last walk through my neighborhood. I’m so glad you could join me.
Look at all those beautiful birds. You might see them behind me.
And I wanted to come out here with the next couple of videos and send them out amongst this move that we’re going through cause things are a bit hectic right now.
So I’m kind of bringing you along just in my spare moments and just wanted to share a little bit because there’s so much heaviness that’s coming up for me that I have to take accountability with.
Okay. So I guess I’ll organically kind of move here more than ever, sharing some vulnerable stuff that’s going on with me accountability-wise.
But just to catch up from the last video, if you didn’t see it, I’ll put it in the email.
Just click on it and watch it in your own time, but I’ll shorten it up. It’s basically if you feel called, there’s no more time to wait.
You know, not waiting on the things that we desire that we authentically you’re in for, you know, following our intuitions without delay, you know, putting aside our differences, et cetera.
Really uniting with ourselves, uniting within, which is really how we claim our power into sovereignty, into untrapping our soul. Right. Freeing our soul.
Ooh, I’m shaking. I can feel this transmission to sit by you, tree. Thank you.
Oh goodness. Hi, lovely. I know there’s so much heaviness releasing.
It’s hard to not read some of the stories of what’s happening around the world and not, you know, for me, I was deeply crying in the shower just over the things that I at the same time feel so grateful for, but I don’t understand why others in the world are in such a completely different spot, such innocent souls.
And my heart has blown apart and I wanted to share a bit on, sorry, guys. I wanted to share a bit on what is really showing up for me and just trusting myself in this moment.
But a lot of it has to do with facing accountability. We have the ability to have a lot more impact than we realize on our world and how we are showing up for others, for ourselves in it, and not abandoning ourselves.
Everything to do with our own sovereignty, our own union.
And I wanted to give you guys a few days to watch the last video. Because it was very much raw and in the moment like any video that I shoot from here. And I got to really feel in the moment.
So if you are in pain, I am holding you. And I want to show how to hold it… because I know many don’t have the option to align to more ease and grace.
And I feel like there is stuff coming up in the future where we’re going to have to ground in our light, even in the darkness.
We’re going to have to focus even during distraction. We’re going to have to show up in our own truth even in distortion.
And to really embody, anchor our voice, embody our being, embody our light, know ourselves, know our own energetic hygiene, know our core authentic values, and to just really know ourselves authentically is such a life journey.
I can feel this so much.
Yeah, loves, the time is now to stand in our heart and truth. I’m so sorry for crying.
I’m going to keep these videos as succinct as I can from here, but yeah, it is time to stand in our heart and stand in our truth.
And what do I mean by that? I’m meaning all the ways that I am abandoning myself still, all the ways that I’m collapsing instead of initiating.
This has everything to do with sacred wound into sacred union, generational curses into generational wisdom, and to understanding and to opening up the portal of conversation.
Oh man, accountability… really feeling that one. Let’s talk about that. I feel like I need to move my body for this.
Where do I begin with this? I feel like the, okay, first the whole plan is reorganizing power within. I feel like I’ve been going through so much restructuring.
It wasn’t just me not being able to know how to digest the messages I was getting from my soul, from spirit from, from God.
However you see god… mother god, father god, I feel there’s both energies, the Trinity, but solar energy, solar energy, God.
I feel there’s so much about anchoring this light in our bodies and really how we understand and recognize our already-existing power that is inside of ourselves.
For me, stripping back allowed me to turn things up and allow myself to see a bit more clearly.
Not publicly sharing for a while, allowed me to get more grounded in the physical life with the things that I need to embody deeper in the foundation of my family and the foundation of my business and the team, the people that I hire, or the teams that I’m working with.
Oh man, I, and I, and I asked for it. I asked to meet accountability this summer, like May, June.
You know, in ways of prayer and connection and just overall openness. I felt closer to God than I’ve ever felt in my life this summer.
And I asked him to show me my stuff, show me all my unhealed stuff. Show me my wounds. I want to face my own union.
I asked for it to take accountability. I started getting out a couple of weeks later, this needing to take a full operation of my entire being, what I’m doing in life, in everything in full mode of soul authenticity.
And that I can’t be afraid. I can’t be hiding parts of what I’m going through or what I’m experiencing as the world is going through what it’s going through.
I can’t be afraid to voice things and it’s not that I’m judging others and what they are doing with themselves or their body. Absolutely not. It’s that.
I’m with organic architecture. I stand for what is organic and for Christed Christos, Christic organic light and not synthetic, not dead energy, not dead light.
And I asked for what is standing in the way of making my life more balanced in the foundations of my family all the way throughout my business so I can stay consistent.
And I asked for, to be triggered, to have all of what’s in my way to come forward so I can move my life forward from here, even from the trauma I’ve experienced in the past and fully bringing it to the present, healing these generational curses through opening the conversation, through opening the portal, through allowing myself to trust what it is that I need so I can land what it is.
I most authentically desire. So I asked for these triggers to pull to the surface of what else I need to move forward. I asked to, to be attacked to give me the projection so I can sit in the mirror and see myself, you know, just a bit more deeply.
And I feel like I got my butt kicked a little bit, definitely humbled and I didn’t know how to really process. This is a busy road. I’m going to walk this way.
I didn’t really know how to process some of the messages I was getting because it’s going to come down to a process of disintegration.
And I’ll talk about this later, but you’ll remember this in future videos that there’s going to be a mulching down process of the old.
And we have to, we can’t be afraid even in the fear we have to stand in the now in what we’re creating now.
So I feel like, yeah, I’ve been getting my butt kicked a lot at the end of this summer and last couple of years, but really culminating around my shells of protection…
Around my pride, especially around my pride and how it’s gotten in the way, of how my pride is getting in the way of receiving my own love or grace (growth).
That’s all culminates down to how I feel about being a better mother, being a better wife, being a better person in society, to even be offering anything to anyone.
And as always, I’ve always mentioned in previous energy updates that I’m not here to guide anyone I’m here just as a person, as you guys already know.
And I’m just sharing my journey and sharing insights. And, yes, I’d love to do astrology updates again and everything, and that’s all going to happen, but I’m putting together the right team and I’m not settling anymore on anything.
And that’s where I’m at. I mean, I need to be patient and do the work.
But back to my pride, I’m not trying to condemn anything, by the way, when I say my pride or let’s look at that… I’m really meaning… I have to slow down.
I’m really meaning that what’s getting the shells that I have that’s getting in the way of me expanding.
Now let’s look at that from a really compassionate place. Because I’m not coming from a place of shutting it down or demonizing or condemning.
I’m coming from a place that is being with, that is opening, opening the portal, the curious, innocent conversation or eyeballs like I’ve talked about in history.
It could be because pride really is just simply a defense mechanism that’s built to protect us. It’s stemming from what we’ve been through. It’s stemming from childhood.
And, yeah, we live in a world that supports and advertises and encourages all these different, you know, ill-fated coping mechanisms, right.
That has to do with siphoning our soul, right versus anchoring in our own body and light and own sustainability and real strength.
So I feel like so much instead of protecting myself, I really need to allow it to be seen realizing more.
It’s less about hiding the wound. It’s more about keeping the channel open so we can open up a new way so we can express constructively.
You know, is it helping or is it harming? I’m asking myself that more and more, even in how I’m emoting.
You know, the stories I’m tapping into about what’s happening in the world. And you know, either I can help or I can’t.
I’m going to release this in the future, but I’m going to donate a big portion of all proceeds to a couple of certain groups that I’ve been taking the last almost 40 days to research.
And I’m going to tell you guys about this in the future because I would love you guys all to participate with me cause I know that even the small things, even the small actions, make a difference and they can grow and I trust and I believe that.
So yeah, I feel like many are feeling a lot of rage or deep meltdowns, the deepest triggers coming to the surface.
And I feel, it felt like I asked for this medicine and I got it. And that was like this period that I went through that I didn’t know how to communicate.
And when I sent out that last video to you guys, it all culminated to fully stand in my being and to trust.
And so I’m going to let you guys in on these energy updates a bit more closely and intimately, so you guys can really see and feel what it is I’m going through and not just a big, long update.
So I’m going to break it up also so it’s easier to digest. So, yeah, accountability is where our power is, guys, and we need to be in it in our bodies.
And I love you guys so much. I’m going to connect it or cut it off here and connect in the next video. I respect your time and I love you guys so much.
And I appreciate you. I’ll see you in the next video. Thank you for taking this walk with me.