“Magic is not a practice. It is a living, breathing web of energy that, with our permission, can encase our every action.” — Dorothy Morrison
Hey lovely soul…
Here’s a bit about what’s been coming up for me lately…
As well as what I’m seeing around me.
I’ll be making a video following up on the topic of this post which is all about facing accountability, but for now here are some nuggets…
Ahh, we just had the Taurus new moon of the year after that intense Scorpio full moon…
For me, speaking to knowing your core essence, your own being, your own magic within, and your own choice to tangibly create.
Including knowing your trauma and being informed, so that you can see from “the whole.”
I feel so much about transformation comes down to truly owning it.
Owning ALL of it.
Taking up the spaces you are afraid to fill. In every kind of way.
Even facing the ugly, unmet, unresolved ones.
Because settling on a life of simply “enduring” won’t hold anymore.
Your happiness matters.
Your wellness matters.
Your soul level desire matters.
You thriving matters.
You receiving your own love
You don’t need anyone’s permission to evolve into a way of being that allows you to live your very best life possible.
You don’t need examples of how everyone before you decided on their definition of going their own way.
You don’t need anyone else’s script.
You are the boss of your own life, love.
Really take this in.
In this same conversation of facing accountability, trust keeps coming up.
Learning to trust communicating with the body.
Learning to trust self-sourcing within. Even in how you relate in all your relationships.
Relationships are a tool that allows you to see different aspects of your relationship with yourself.
Where are you lying to yourself?
Where are you abandoning yourself and wanting others to save you?
Ultimately where are you not trusting yourself?
Because if you can’t trust what your body says to you…
If you can’t trust your essence and nervous system, how can you recognize what authentically vibrates to your core vs. what doesn’t?
How can you tell what is heart vs. what is trauma?
Because your soul already knows and vibrates expansively when it hits authentic truth.
So trust really comes down to your own relationship with Self.
Your own union within.
To “believe” that trust is gained through external circumstances or relationships is illusory.
Any trust issues that surface for you through the external; your relationships, are only showing you where you do not fully trust yourself from within.
Trust in a relationship must be cultivated with oneself first, not the other way around.
Just like anything…
Everything always leads back to the self.
Trust is between you and the Universe.
It all comes down to YOU + YOU like I’ve been mentioning lately in my emails…
The experience of being authentically you is powerful, rare, and magnificently fascinating when you own it.
So as you step into this next era of life…
Building out your Master Plan on what to do next…
Growing yourself and your life to be more sustainable as you live more and more in alignment with your authenticity, instead of suppressive patterns, co-dependencies, and external expectations…
Yes, coming home to love and returning to yourself. Realize it’s an unfolding, layered process.
Even if you’ve been on the personal growth path a while and peeling layers…
You most likely have been operating off of false narratives and beliefs that don’t belong to you to whatever degree, for a very long time.
So your gauge on how you see life existing…
Your scope on what’s possible…
Your understanding of your true nature.
Your evolved sense of WORTHINESS…
ALL need to be recalibrated.
There will come a time when you’ll run fast towards the call of your name; when you allow loving yourself to be easier.
Where you trust what your body and nervous system say.
Where your first knee-jerk reaction is to face the wound…
Face what IS and CREATE something new from self permission, self-provision, and LOVE instead of run, deny, bypass, and hide.
Turning in toward the unacknowledged children within; inquiring how you have unwittingly abandoned yourself in ways you couldn’t even see because… it was just so…normal.
This is why energetic hygiene and being grounded in your body is so important and I’ll be sharing more about this coming soon…
Without this, you are stuck in a swamp and your perceptual capacity, body, and nervous system are rerunning over and over again, trauma from the past.
Where are you hanging onto the identity of trauma?
Where are you unknowingly revisiting the same old places even though you already know “what has died” must be buried?
Facing accountability isn’t just about self-love.
It’s being willing to see where you are “off” and truly being honest about it.
You do not have anger issues.
You have personal responsibility issues.
You need to self-provision, self-regulate, and MEET your pain AND self-love within.
These are the distinctions of maturity.
Real love does not pretend and bypass what is.
Real love is not running away in the face of evil.
Real love is also not running away when faced with shadow —with what is unmet, unacknowledged, and unresolved.
God’s living light isn’t afraid of what is evil and loves openly in the face of it.
And as you open up more and more to a life where you embody (IN-body) your authenticity, love, and healing — as you wake up from our collective amnesia and dream of separateness…
You’re not just met with the bliss of being alive and all its existence, but also its pain…
Open and available to the joy and highs of life, but also all the agony and sadness too.
And it’s really healthy to keep in mind that the “real work” isn’t always self-love bubble baths, butterflies, and rainbows…
The real work is confronting your deepest fears and darkest shadows and it isn’t always going to feel “good” or feel comfortable, blissful, or “spiritual”…
The real work of reintegrating the parts of YOU that you have cut off, denied, repressed, and numbed yourself to all these years, and the meeting can get really raw and messy!
Eventually, through adulting and owning our lost little children within, we connect as “the whole” that we are.
And as we arrive from “already whole,” we come to trust the process of no process at all.
We learn to see even our deepest sorrow as an intelligent movement of life, not a threat to life.
Even the “worst times” are windows of insight, lessons, and deeper opportunities to love.
We remember that we are vast enough to feel all of it – the “good” and the “bad” the pain and the pleasure, the light and the dark, the agony and the ecstasy.
This doesn’t mean wear, nurse, and carry the suffering or pain because you can “handle it” (because you’ve been through so much trauma it’s so ingrained in your identity.)
It means finding ways to be and stay in your body even as stuff comes up.
The “fight, flight, and freeze” wants to release from your cells as you make new paths in your life from here…
Many will twist what I’m saying and not even know it.
Suffering in repetition is mostly NOT facing what IS (because we are twisting truth and not facing it head-on.)
You can own the trauma and lost parts never loved and allow yourself to get intelligently informed, instead of just being a victim to your own patterns.
We are not nearly as limited as we once imagined.
We are life itself.
You are the shift.
You are the key.
You are love.
So own it.
Learn what medicine you need.
Learn to speak to the parts of you that don’t know what it’s like to be loved.
Learn what is NOT lifting YOU higher and lighting your fire…
And let what has died, go.
Step into the creation of what you truly desire, even the smallest steps.
Especially in the small ways.
What are you creating?
New Earth frequencies are calling you to align with your deeper authenticity and create with it.
For some, this can be making tangible money doing what you love.
Or to align your life in some tangible way to the deeper truth of who you are now.
The Taurus New Moon is the beginning of a new lunar cycle for us all on both a collective and individual level and it’s time to move toward our goals and ambitions and take action, action, action this month.
Of course, taking care of your body, resting…
Being present in the moment, too, grounded within your body and within your physical reality…
This is the gift of being the divine-human creator that you really are.
And gratitude is your amplifier.
So it’s time to get into deeper alignment with yourself: your own wholeness.
And it may be a good time right now to really reconsider what beliefs you consider “the truth.”
Maybe not take things so seriously (ego/mind) right now…
And release those past beliefs and conditioning holding you back from being truly authentic (honest) with yourself…
Accountability (+ feeling on a body level) and owning all of it.
Focusing on creation (being the gift) as you meet head-on whatever IS.
And remembering that connecting with your innate “already whole” self-worth is key for navigating these intense changes.
On a practical level, it’s time to get real with body physical health, the projects you are creating, and the money you are bringing in.
Some are just realizing this. Others are creating new waves. All is perfect.
Just keep in mind that nothing you’re leaving behind has the power or love that is already within you.
Nothing you’re leaving behind can chase away your ability to know YOU — to know Self.
It’s only really allowing you to be stripped of what you think you needed, yet is already available within you all along (yet you don’t find out until you source it!) m
Yes, lovely human.
Getting really honest with yourself and owning all of it…
Owning your humanity.
Owning your divinity.
Giving permission to love those lost parts.
Drinking the medicine; in-bodying lessons.
And facing what you really need.
“I AM my own Creator…
I AM my own whole.
I AM choosing to be free.
I AM releasing all that is not in alignment with my greatest and highest good.
I AM forgiving myself for leaving me first—and learning how to witness without judgment/punishment every way I have bypassed or abandoned myself in all dimensions, on all timelines: past, present, and future.
I AM forgiving everyone who has hurt or deceived me in all dimensions, on all timelines: past, present, and future.
I AM asking for forgiveness from those I have hurt or wronged, in all dimensions, on all timelines: past, present, and future.
And I AM learning how to fully forgive myself for hurting those I love or have loved on all timelines: past, present, and future.
I release all beliefs, persons, and situations, that attempt to blind me to my wholeness and power in all dimensions, on all timelines: past, present, and future.
I AM releasing all that distracts me from my life’s purpose, as planned by my soul prior to this incarnation.
I AM releasing all beliefs, persons, and situations, that have prevented me from seeing the array of abundance and opportunities that continuously flow to me.
I AM ready to receive it NOW and allow all I desire to come to me.
I accept control of the circumstances of my life, at the same time surrendering to Divine Will.
There is nothing that can prevent me from moving forward.
I CLAIM MY SOVEREIGNTY.”
And so it is.
More soon on the topic of Accountability (and Creation) soon.
Love you… ♥️
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