Hi lovely heart,
Like I promised, I’m sending you all kinds of content from here from the depths of my being (short and long) and no longer holding back (on any topic).
I am owning all of me, every part in real-time with you on this journey from here…
As many of you already know, I’ve always shown you the dark and the light yet there were taboo topics that I just avoided…
Yet with the state of the world being as it is, I know in every part of me that it’s time to accept all of me and voice it as it exists authentically, even if it may trigger some people.
Know that I love you no matter what and when I am whole with me, I am able to serve you deeper from the HUMAN in me as well the soul of me.
So the stuff I send you from here…
Might be considered “incomplete” or deep or long or very short, potent or even funny or hopefully inspiring in some way…
All the feels happening real-time.
All that is deeply in my body, somatic and felt…
And kinds of risky or vulnerable content and maybe just ramblings from here on out…
Some may just be half-thoughts without a main point and some ramblings may be very focused.
I still aim to begin sending you different (body/field/energy hygiene) practices to try, one at a time, like what I started to publish over the past summer yet wasn’t able to complete.
And by the way, beautiful souls…
I’m absolutely LOVING your reflections, stories, and feedback over the past few days, as I sit in tears reading your emails and comments.
You really blow me away and many of you are BRILLIANT writers, I hope you know this?
Okay so here’s the scoop and why I want to talk about this more in the future:
(YOU inspire me…)
I want to provide a platform for you guys soon (those of you who KNOW it’s time to voice something or those of you who know you have a message to share and you know it’s time for you to voice and be heard.)
Yes, you read that right, I want to open up our Tarotreadingdaily.com email list (385K subscribers) to you…
To you, who knows in your body, heart, and soul you are ready to voice something important to your life, your story and perhaps your life mission now…
I feel many of you are out there right now and one of the main things you need is ears and hearts who want to listen to you…
You need an audience.
I desire to help you VOICE and make this offering to you because I feel THE TIME IS NOW!
So how you do this (for now to start) is by allowing me to see you and showing up and commenting or replying on whatever sentiments, feelings, or stories that are arising organically in the space on ANY message, soul note, or video I send you from here…
I want to hear your story and I know others need to hear your story or soul message also…
Remember YOUR story could be the one key that helps to unlock someone else’s “too small of a cage” and set them free…
Okay, you’ll hear more about this from me, later.
(And of course, I’ll be paying more attention than I ever have and remembering the names of who’s replying, writing in, or commenting on the blog or even on Facebook for now.)
For now, let me know what is showing up for you when you read this…
I posted the note on my Facebook a couple of weeks back as I was going through it personally and vulnerably…
It’s all about learning how to end anything that feels abusive from within, instead of chasing the external…
“When you tell someone how they’ve repeatedly hurt you and they instead see it as a criticism or attack on THEMSELVES as opposed to an honest attempt on your part to have your needs for authenticity, safety and connection sincerely met, that is a red flag that another cannot see you.
They act and maybe even genuinely think your right to voice that you are in intense pain is a threat and violation of THEM.
This is something to notice and to adjust your boundaries or response accordingly.
Hard lesson for me anyway.
Otherwise how long will you wait to end the generational pattern?
(It’s really never about the “other”)
Meaning recognize the red flags and choose to go within and do something about it.
And, yeah it is true.
Perhaps they or you or we were abused or experienced trauma in some way.
Yet it’s up to me to not keep allowing the repeating of the abusing or abandoning of self.
No pushing, guessing, or pleasing.
Yet disrupting from within.
Real injustice is allowing, becoming, or perpetuating in any way or dynamic the very wrong or energy pattern that has been done to you, don’t you think?
If you’ve been subjected to injustice or just believe you see injustice, I hope you ultimately decide and use that intelligent knowledge as a “portal of healing” or “charge just as it is” to guarantee justice…
And forge a new path.
I have focused a lot on the external from a lack of self-esteem in my life instead of playing a more active role in my own self-love.
I am still changing this now.
I am learning (and failing) fully owning in present time and body all of me and how I can show up for her.
So that I can stay rooted in more empathy instead of my thoughts.
So that I can navigate my own pain or drama with humility and honesty.
So that I can operate and stay grounded and centered within my own rooted being, sense of self, and boundaries in a healthy and direct way. No matter what is happening.
As well as check, spot, and excavate my own pathologies or self-narrations within.
And ultimately “know what is mine” or what truly isn’t.
Ending the war (integration/uniting) within to the point of no longer entertaining or being present or “available” for mistreatment or “abuse.”
No longer giving to what isn’t fully meeting you where you repeatedly and authentically are.
“No bad guys”
Just going within.
‘There are no threats and bullying that happen for good.
There is no destroying of others for right.’
We must grow out of this pattern for there to be peace.
We must fully witness the wound or distortion as it is without hiding it.
This is what I must do for my child and her future children…
This is what we must do for our children of the world.
Flip these curses.
Break the spell.”
You got this babe…trust yourself 🥲♥️
P.S. If we are friends on Facebook, come and say hi on my wall here…