Hello beautiful soul,
I have missed you during this past month or so!
Family time and “slower being” is what I needed. And now we’re getting ready to move at the end of the month!
Thank you for all your kind messages over my birthday in August and the whole month…
What a restructuring of “what truly matters” it has been.
Stripping back, going within.
Mastering my space, my energy, what or who is occupying it.
Rooted in being, energy hygiene and more with my family which is what is promptly calling me.
Also I got some concrete work done on other projects I’ve been working on for you for a while that is time for me to complete.
I love you deep, soul family.
Do not give up. Instead, take the leap!
I feel many need to hear this in some way.
I hope you have been able to spend time with loved ones and soul family.
It’s been quite a soul reunion kind of time, in many ways…
Especially as the dark surfaces more than ever..to be seen.
This message today (below) I’ve held back for months, too.
Since mid-July, I didn’t know what to do with the messages I was getting from within.
The painful reality checks I was in-the-body seeing and messages of what is “already here and ahead” were strong.
What was showing up internally for me, I didn’t know how to apply it to my business. Mainly because it was about voicing on topics that I have not talked so much about.
Yeah, there are many that would rather I “quickly clean up the wound quickly” in other words.
And not speak about the “reality as it is” parts.
They only want the “comfort” parts.
Kind of like bringing up the topic of anger in the spiritual corners these days… (many bypass anger instead integrating the medicine of what it is saying on a body intelligence level: where they must stop abandoning themselves and self provision, do the work!)
We must honor and look at the wound, as it is, to truly transform it.
We must meet reality as it is if we want to change it.
Just like you must validate the old beliefs or old frequencies as they are, which soften its hold, allowing you to create an internal space for something new to take hold…
Turning inward and meeting the body level intelligence (your body knows reality, as it is) what it knows and communicating from a body level what you need or desire.
Otherwise skipping this phase is a little more than repression and dishonesty…
That is why I am doing what I am doing and going to do energy updates differently…
I want to let you in deeper into my practices and daily living. Transparency always shows more I feel.
(So if you see me voicing on video more often randomly, or sending you short spontaneous messages, you’ll know where this is coming from…)
The time is NOW to live for today.
We must check back IN to our bodies even though it once seemed more safe and more comfortable to check out…
It is a very needed time of needing you to STAND in the light of your body, fully anchored in why YOU are here.
Remembering who TF you are.
Remembering the power, the wisdom, the medicine that has always existed in your body, your being, your soul, your sex.
Yesss sister. Yesss brother.
It’s time to remember who TF you are.
To fully opt out of a system of oppression, we must fully opt IN to embodiment (in body ment).
The game changes when we transform resistance of what we hate into devotion towards what we love!
My heart has torn wide and has been blown open again since beginning to mid-August…
I don’t know that I’ve ever kneeled and prayed to God so much while bringing prayers down to the ground in little ways with my family.
I’m not perfect, yet I am slowly learning what is important and moving my energy/focus here.
And, yep, doing more videos for you is part of this.
There is a new way and we get to birth it together.
I know I can’t hold back anymore…
The message of “knowing our voice activates others when we are truly living it” is a transmission or activation on its own.
And the integrity of showing up will also draw me into my own consistency also with allowing myself to be seen mid-process.
I had a recurring dream last night and it is putting everything into perspective after the messages I’ve been getting since the end of July (that I’ve been stuck on…)
(*I wrote to you all about this dream a few times, I think the last time I talked about this dream “of a green path and a scorched path” was in a podcast and written energy update of Jan 2020.)
Yeg these insights were only conceptual before.
And it finally landed, my way forward.
Really getting “why I am here”… in this body and this lifetime.
Full-on landing in my body.
The message was this:
Those who are feeling called to do something to uplift mankind, anchor their light in their own body or launch their offering or passion in the world—now is the time.
There is no other time.
Literally do the things, Crystal. Do them now.
Love now, risk now, show more, receive more, do now. There’s no time left… no someday…
I feel the anchoring of our own union within.
Our own energetic and physical health and hygiene so that we are clear enough to discern “truth and love” from what is NOT organic and thus synthetic light or distorted/inverted teachings.
Now is an important time with family.
God/source, family, daily body practices, then our work.
I’m getting the message that there’s no future to wait for… at least not the one we are used to.
Humans are either coming together or splintering apart.
So if you are called.
And you keep being called.
There’s no more time to wait.
If you want to do a thing, do it now…
I think we should be spending quality time with family and our loved ones
Not waiting on things we desire or wish for…
Putting aside petty differences…
Visiting as many places as we can…
Following our intuitions without delay…
I am seeing that with the way things are (on our current collective trajectory) we have a few years before things in our society and local environments that we are used to, may not be like it once was.
I’m not saying this from fear. I’m saying this will ultimately be a rebirth.
I’m saying this from feeling everything in me.
Things will get weird for a time. And we need more people anchored in their own body, being, and soul (light).
We need more people who are not just practicing, yet voicing their gifts and allowing themselves to be SEEN.
Regardless of being judged.
Just full-on living your heart and soul for the NOW. Living for today.
So if you WANT TO DO A THING…
Create that product. Experience that journey. Buy that plane ticket. Call that person. Quit that job. Start the company. Write the book. Sign up for that class. Make that call.
Plan your trip! Open your heart…
Take the leap.
Literally, do the things.
Do them now.
Love now, risk now, do now.
There is no time left… no someday
Perhaps you can feel your calling too?
Especially if you keep getting called.
Yet I bet you can feel it raw in a visceral way these days.
And you can feel the timing right now is crucial.
We are needed.
And I keep getting the message “make my healing an event others are invited to…”
So this is what I’m going to do!
I’m going to do things differently and make videos in the moment so that I can manage all the work in the background that is coming out and still get you guys intuitive daily updates / fresh content without writing so much.
I may have a baby in my arms but this is how I’ll flow!
So heads up on the incoming emails and content again.
As always, comment below and voice over what’s happening or showing up for you at this moment.
I read every comment.
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