I’m sure you’re feeling it by now…
That aching uneasiness sprouting in your gut that something might be horribly wrong or could possibly be better.
That space or being in between two worlds as one of dying and the other is birthing …
The conflict you feel is between the head and heart and the “in between” is your sense of your WHOLE self and your old, unhealed wounds and triggers.
You may be feeling low energy and like you are tired of accepting crumbs. You could be feeling inadequate, insecure, and downright icky, as old baggage you thought was already handled comes to the surface for deeper transformation, forgiveness and understanding.
There is the feeling of being naked and “not enough” as we face the inevitable challenges within our self image, whether it be your own, or someone you know who’s vulnerable and open because they are close to you.
Parents, siblings, and especially life partners are an easy birthing ground for careless outbursts that reveal something you’re rather not know about yourself, but may help you greatly bring more light into your life if you “get the lesson or “blesson” = lesson + blessing.
Know that you are worthy and divine even when you are unbalanced and finding balance … even as repressed stories and memories come out, making you feel helpless and “not enough” ….
Trust you are enough and that you are worthy of love, even when you are triggered.
Either way, your ego will have a brush with the past during this time, and depending on how you handle it, it could be an incredible gift… or a missed opportunity and sad, hard lesson.
Sometimes, there’s a tendency to settle for less than what we deserve during a Sun square Chiron transit, so be careful what you submit yourself to, because you might make your choice in the feeling of defeat.
You might experience a situation where you over-express yourself and it leads to moments of embarrassment. Remember to not give your power away.
This time of life may reminds you of old pain, however, it also brings about ways to heal it if you listen to your soul.
This particular transit finds the Sun, the planet of self expression in Sagittarius, and Chiron, the wounded healer, in Pisces.
Both Sagittarius and Pisces is ruled by Jupiter – the planet of luck, abundance, and all of the bonuses in life. Sagittarius is expansive and wants the biggest best thing possible, while Pisces simmers as a reflecting pool of the unconscious mind.
This conflicting time stirs up up a mix of unpleasant yet unavoidable truths about who you really are… but will unearth certainly hidden gems amongst the rubble that can radically change your life.
The key to discovering these gems will be in how honest you are of yourself, because the overwhelmingly positive side of this influence is the opportunity to challenge yourself to HEAL.
Where in your life do you need healing right now? Is it physical?
Psychological? Emotional? Or even of a spiritual nature.
Listen to your soul and allow your intuition to give you the answer.
Because if you challenge yourself ON PURPOSE… the effects of this influence are no longer catastrophic …
They are put right in your own hands.
Stay soft and open. Let GO of control by refocusing your energy. Don’t energize “the old” by focusing on fixing and changing, create instead from a blank slate.
Don’t allow old stories to sabotage your NOW. Don’t allow petty triggers to sabotage your potential and possibility, or you will miss the gift you are being given … entirely.
If you have a healing routine, now is the best time all year to return to it. It’s been a long year of trial and transformation.
Now is the time of closure as we stitch our wounds with sutures, understand the greater gift of it all and stand back up to meet the world wiser and more alive than you’ve ever been before.
This is where forgiveness shifts you into higher timelines and you reframe your perceptual reality and frequent. It’s time to heal.
If you do not yet have a healing routine, now is the time to establish one. A new practice started during this influence is likely to stick for the long term.
Your heart will know it’s power right now, so as you start a new path of healing yourself, you will take it more seriously now than ever before in your life.
Above all, please stay calm and open during this transit, so you can get the absolute most benefit. The worst thing you can do is over react. It will only make the situation much worse.
Please let me know how it goes for you in my blog comments.