Just got back home from the grocery store, after my workout and before dinner (and before putting this out.)
Life has been asking us all to hunker down and get aligned with our daily structures and parenting ourselves better so that’s what’s I’ve been up to.
It’s hard to believe the first New Moon of 2019 is already here? Aligning in the sign of Capricorn, this energy already embodies a very different energy than 2018.
Many might describe 2018 with similar words: mastery, deeper learning/unlearning, transformational, intense, polarity, change, transition, reawakening, a breaking point.
Yes 2018 held many challenges, new tools, intense growth pains, incredible moments of insight and deep experiences of death, loss and forgiveness.
It wasn’t an easy year for many of us and it all accumulated with the Full Moon in December which shook even more stuff loose for greater closure and healing.
Relationships ended dramatically, paths we had been carving suddenly crumbled and many of us were swiftly redirected or disrupted for a greater cause we couldn’t yet see.
While it’s still the beginning of January, I think many of us are starting to understand why so much chaos lived in 2018 and where we are headed now and we will see more in February after the eclipses.
2019 is blossoming into a year with a focus of self love, ease (flow instead of force) and creativity.
It’s no wonder that we see the first New Moon of the year aligning in the earth sign of Capricorn. It’s time apply what you know – all that you have learned so far.
Grounded and deep, much of the chaos that closed us out in 2018 is leaving us with a new beginning if we look.
You are being called to remain “connected” and calm within and at home as you step into the new year in front of you.
How are you focusing on the sacred within you lately? And what is this cultivating YOU time allowing you to see that you need right now?
Just this past Saturday, on January 5th, we witnessed this New Moon as a partial Solar Eclipse, so this is a powerful time to boldly step into dissolving an old pattern through new action.
Between the new year and the new moon eclipse, now is the time to birth something into reality – but not the way most people might think.
Because two weeks from now, there will be a lunar eclipse in Leo – which is ending its cycle and starting a brand new 18 month cycle of transformation.
Right now, is a potent portal in between these two eclipses that can give you key messages about how to better align your life to your heart and begin living what you know.
For most of us, major energetic changes are on the way.
Things are moving fast. Perceptions are shifting for most and releases can be intense in their depth and speed.
Today is Monday, the day of the moon, bringing this energy into hyper focus.
Extreme self-care, self preservation and self-honouring must be your priority at this time.
Pull back into you. Take your power back. Call your energy back in. Do not engage or touch old karmic ways that no longer serve you. Do not engage with what feels outgrown.
Focus on the new doors in front of you. If it scares you, walk toward it.
The Universe is trying to get you where you want to be. You must withdraw from all misalignments and stop banging on closed doors that closed for your higher good.
It’s time to rewrite and rewire our habits through forgiveness. You must reverse your habits and patterns that have been hurting you all along.
That means it’s time to focus on new habits, perceptions and new ways of narrating life. This energy calls for a reversal of patterns.
Rest if your body needs rest. You are your own priority.
If you are full, empty. Nothing powerful, transformational or beautiful can come from an empty cup.
Do not force yourself to make a bunch of task lists and intention setting. This is not the time to make a bunch of plans out of our asses.
Have you been listening to your higher self since my last update? Have you been delving into your selfhood and inner divinity?
It’s time to learn how to follow the signs you keep getting. Stop pressing on closed doors. They closed for a reason, for a greater gift that you cannot see yet.
Leave the people and places that do not honor or see you. If someone wants to be in your life, they will show up and honor you. If not, let them go and move on. You must create and you can’t stay in one place and stagnate and repeat.
Don’t circle around thoughts and obsess of what you have lost. The upgrade of your loss will not arrive until you fully let go and create the new. YOU MUST ACTIVELY CREATE THE NEW.
You have to get your focus on saying yes to the right things and better saying no to what you should no longer put your time into.
Life is not as complicated as it seems and this new moon is calling for you to be physically connected and up front with how you physically want to bring all this expansiveness that you have grown in the last year and make it manifest around you.
Meet life halfway and know your worth. Stop chasing and fixing and running.
Release your grip on the part of you that wants to desperately push and not trust. What’s meant for you does meet you halfway, stop over giving in the wrong way.
The Universe is a simple mirror. It does not want you to force, it wants things to align.
The more we “clear” the higher we ascend, and the deeper we evolve. When you purify your heart, alignment is just happens and we don’t need to force, yet flow.
This doesn’t mean we don’t work, it’s means we provide ourselves better structure so that the right things flow.
It’s time to work with the art of boundaries and extreme self-care these days.
You need to trust yourself in this new beginning and that it’s happening to lift you up and make the space for you to rise.
The Universe is trying to get you where you want to be, but it wants you to fully participate in your elevation.
Infinite trust in what is happening now. You are stronger than you think. Focus on you. This is a powerful time. You will make magic manifest.
So this Eclipse portal is marking the beginning of this new cycle. Many are still in this pregnant pause but it’s still the beginning that most will feel in February.
This new cycle is the promise of real forward movement & physical, tangible steps and momentum.
This is why this time is less about “making intentions” and more about reversing / rewriting / rewiring our patterns into higher ones as we close up loose ends in our “old life.”
It’s your time for “writing” new karmic timelines based on your choices and actions now.
In numerology, 2018 was a #2 year. A foundational year. It’s was a lot of releasing and now it time to create. Play, come from celebration and blank slate.
2019 is a #3 year of Creativity. A year of joy and bliss and being on the road that your soul is aligned with – your life path and what you came here to do
While transitioning from a #2 year to a #3 year – we now have our spark of light – the energy of connectivity
This time now, between eclipses, is the perfect time to bring in what you want to create and achieve this year.
After all the foundations you have built last year, it’s time to apply what we have learned.
It’s time for celebration. It’s time to trust. It’s time for real self love.
January is not the time for knee jerk reaction and “I’ve got to rush to make plans” like most people do on new years.
It’s time to either just sit with your vision … or actively being engaged with new activities, hobbies and interests that are physically DIRECTLY and solidly helping your reframe and rewire these “bad habits and old patterns”
We are currently receiving higher frequencies and revelations since the Solstice and it’s not looking like it slowing down throughout this eclipse portal.
Clarity and understandings about past situations are rising now and you will revive more clarity after the eclipses into the middle of February.
Trust how things have happened. You may need to grow and mature. Realize that things had to play out a certain way so that you could bring your own patterns to the light of truth.
Some seasons and episodes in life are not here directly to make you happy or comfortable but took place to wake you up and give you new awareness. Feel your insights right now .. again and again. You will see the gift.
The Solar Eclipse in Capricorn first grounding piece of your new reality. If things are still fuzzy, you have more to clear and let go (fully purge and rewire/forgive). On January 21st we will have a lunar eclipse in Leo that will likely bring you the greater clarity you seek.
Until then, you have to purge and clear and make enough space available within you to receive and align with higher forms of manifestations.
Yes we are all going through place we have never been high and low. Trust the whole. It becomes more and more obvious why all the clearings had to happen.
There’s no FOMO (Fear of Missing Out). No time was lost. Even absence of action has served you right.
Do all you can to elevate your inner space into balance. If you’re like most people, the time to move forward has just about arrived.
The call of newness is lifting you up lately giving you greater air beneath your wings. Deliberately decide to step into the NEW now.
Newness is not only situations. New is also the way you go about things and life – our being and perceptual frequency.
It is the way you choose a new form of response or behavior. It’s creativity and imagination. Newness is anything but avoidance, bypassing and addicting. It’s going right in.
It is allowing yourself to remain connected, within, grounded, real, vulnerable, deep and wide open to life – even when you are scared.
It’s that inner magical cauldron and our “inner transformation mechanism” inside that every one of us is Born with.
And with that comes that already knowing that you are capable – even when though you may still feel not enough – your step forward and trust anyway.
So here we are, one week into 2019. The entire year is still in front of us. Your entire LIFE is still in front of YOU. How will you show up?
Please take what I’ve said today to heart.
And while other people scramble to set goals and make plans, remember to let go, empty your cup, and allow the Universe to guide you as you refill with a new life, and a new you from the blank slate canvas of your heart.
Go – plan and do. I believe in you.
P.S. What patterns and habits are you ready to dissolve with new patterns? I’d love to hear what’s on your mind. Please leave me a comment below, and let’s talk about it.