“To feel in full, is to heal in full.” ~Anonymous
Hey Lovely <3
Such a “soft yet powerful” stop and go experience this collective energy channeling has been …
I feel as though time has slowed down and the world is asking me to slowww down, STOP and reflect.
So many events within my core and around those I love, friends and clients involving deaths, loss and deep reflection as we open and ink out this blank chapter nakedly, rawly fro bloody fingertips and heart into the unknown; into the way of wonder.
And I’m sure your life has been no different.
Have you been reflecting and even triggering over old stuff lately?
If yes, then trust yourself. Go within. Feel without bias or agenda and commit fully.
Complete these lessons, so that you CAN let in “the new” that has been waiting for you.
Because that is the signature of the energy we are experiencing.
Feeling and seeing so many souls trigger and revisit old stories, wounds traumas, last words, last fights, truths, lies and profound lessons …
You CAN trust even when triggered to see what is possible beyond the knee jerk idea and pain …
Now is your time to rest, release and allow. And when the moment or opportunity comes GIVE IT ALL YOU’VE GOT.
A Subtle Channeling From Spirit
This update for me was mysterious with a very “soft” texture – it’s also was hard to read and conceptualize as energy came in powerful spurts and then nothing.
Like lightning waiting for the right move while resting, culminating and collecting before the strike.
Many collectively are in stuck or stagnant mode because nothing is working out the way we thought it would.
Where are you going in life and your spiritual purpose now as you navigate through these latest shifts?
For example, I am 5 days late with this Energy update and everything in my being just told me to STOP a few days ago.
I received the message and got confirmation of that message that time has been slowing down until we land in October and fully anchor our new chapter in life.
You may find new lovers finding more stability, that long worked for project or mission biz that is finally crossing that tipping point and grounding your new purpose, job, career or relationship into reality.
With time slowing down we’re being ask to rest, integrate, receive, reflect and allow as we continue to release whats no longer necessary for our soul growth because we’ve applied the lesson ..
Lately I’ve been working with, feeling, connecting seeing, meeting, attracting those who’ve remained hidden through the years – even as they awaken gifts deep down they want to bring out into the world … and its time to stop playing small.
No matter what level of game you play and contribute even the greatest (who you’d think has nothing to fear) people or leaders out there afraid of exposing their intuitive nature in fear of what others think.
Since our last energy update at the end of the eclipse cycle, during the doorway of the Lionsgate, I asked you what seeds you wanted to plant into 3D physical world through your aligned, lived and felt experiences and actions.
You were being asked by spirit to live and show what you truly wanted in the next chapter and upgrade of life. Yet your were being asked by Spirit from a place and innocence of your inner child (who’s also an ancient soul that knows your truth beyond ego, stories & limitation).
To create from zero point or from your intuition and creativity instead of using framework from your traumas, skepticisms and judgements.
How do we create what we want from the heart even when we face opposition? How do we trust and follow through instead of point out, separate and criticize?
When others hurt us, how do we not repeat the cycle and become the bully? How do we see with our infinite being even when with the most petty bullshit?
After taking few days resting, allowing, receiving and not wasting any energy “trying hard” on anything and at the and time working through old triggers which kept leading me back to the same message.
Embodiment Of Direct Source Experience
How can we think less and feel more? Embody instead of teach or tell less and show more?
Talk less and do more? … feel first? embody first? take inspired action first?
Living less itinerary, less agenda, false safety and more letting go of certainty, just being with, opening and creating from.
How can we lose and stop running on the steam of our “self labels and itineraries” about how life is supposed to unfold or how manifestation results are suppose to show up …
… even the “good things” we identify and cling to with an itinerary like when we always have to be seen as the “smart” “sweet” or “organized” one and that can keep us playing a much smaller game than what our soul know is true.
I am feeling that we must start being, existing and living life directly from source in all ways, not bypassing it, holding a fantasy itinerary of how the magic or results are “suppose” to unfold.
Also if you are hiding yourself or you are on the fence about whether you ought to follow your heart, expose and express your gifts but you are afraid of what loved ones may think, trust that this is a sign to make yourself seen and to stop hiding because you think you are not good enough.
We are being guided to show, embody, live and silently demonstrate and GIVE OURSELVES – love, honor, respect, nurturing, credit – whatever it is.
HOW are you applying all that you have learned as you head into creating your life in this NEW chapter?
Are you spending too much time fixing and changing and playing with rearranging the old? Then you may feel kinda stuck.
And the time is calling you to release so that your cup is empty again to fill. You cannot integrate the new if you have vampires and major energy leaks stopping your ability to apply the new and what you have learned.
Let Them Go. Let It All Go.
I am also seeing that many of us might have significant people show up or even die recently, and it’s triggering us to mourn losses of all types and dimensions.
You may be in the deep lately visiting as you trigger upon old patterns of trauma until you see THE GIFT of what you need to APPLY in your life and feed within yourself so that have the capacity (and zero point space) you need as you continue to ground and cultivate your new beginning that been ripping you open and calling you out all year.
Now is the time.
Yet first did complete learning the lessons of this last karmic cycle in life and walk away from what no longer serves your highest good?
Don’t be afraid and let go of what drains your heart energy and passion,
If you feel depressed, what feeling are you repressing feeling just as it is?
It’s time to feel, live and exist just as it is and if it cuts you repeatedly and leaks you life force, let it go.
If it does not lead you to the unknown, your childhood innocence and you ability to create from full possibility when the lighting strike leave it behind.
If it does not help you to the path of wonder, let it be for now and focus on creation, embodied feeling as it comes up and embodied actions.
Keep in mind NO human being is obligated to stay connected with any human being, idea pattern, identity label or “itinerary” that to are trying to take care of yet only enable life problems revealed to you already to stay the same.
Patterns and out triggers will continue to come up until you begin to live and exist with empathy. You are way stronger than you know in the “middle way” zero point presence of heart intelligence -more than you ever can in your mind.
I am feeling more than ever in my life and in the lives of those around me that breakthroughs are abound with the illumination we’re all seeing again this week.
Where have we consciously or unconsciously planted our seeds and what do you see happening in life now?
How The “After Eclipse Season” Brings The Unexpected To Life
If you have been doing your inner work over the summer and eclipses, allowing, feeling, unwinding, purging, releasing and taking new inspired action during this eclipse season you know you’re ready to move through this window of expansion ALL the way now.
If not, regardless doors were opened for you, things were realized if you allow, certain encounters and meetings happened, experiences opened up life new ways by closing certain doors.
Either way seeds were planted, even if you didn’t intentionally mean to and this time now is showing you a glimpse of the seeds you planted – what are you going to do now?
What are you doing with your life purpose and all that have been discovered and revealed to you this past year?
Any insight you get this week can go a long way in your life as the time is about allowing, unwinding and releasing into the unknown – even when you face old triggers that you already thought you have “healed”.
This time if asking us to please be gentle and patient if you want to understand what is “the gift” of this pain from a broader view.
The energy asks can we walk into the unknown, into seeing “possibility” and into wonder in a way we couldn’t see before?
Can we take this path of WONDER and explore the tricky, triggery and tantalizing places of our deepest truths and even wounds without armor?
Can we explore our “old ways” and triggers with full open hearted listening and creative eyes instead of meeting our old ways with in denial, useless feedback loops and defenses as we explore the very nature of our stories, itineraries, beliefs and biases?
Even in this time of healing our triggers and all these things in our personal life and all the things in the world coming to surface in the grand stage of life?
Can we let go of certainty and choose wonder and creativity?
How can you find peace, stability and structure even in the chaos – even amidst great change?
If you are fearing sharing amongst these big shifts in life, trust it’s because you have a bigger purpose than you are living and you are meant to feel fear in the direction you are meant to shine – this is the paradox.
Im feeling this is every atom of my being that breakthroughs are happening and we must as a planet let ourselves feel all the things we cannot see, YET and stay true to the path.
We must speak out, reach out and ask for help even from the people we look up to, so that we receive the model and support we need to take the leap!
If you’re feeling triggered a lot lately or feel like you’ve fallen off the bandwagon, know that this is part of the ascension we are all going through.
We will keep being reminded of the wound, until we redirect our frequency and use its energy in creation, multi-dimensional freedom and choice.
The “glimpse” I am seeing lately of seeds planted and greater new beginning unfolding and how I need to lesson my ego’s grip … lesson my over thinking … over talking … over doing and just feel / be / exist in full totality and direct experience. Whether is full on felt/embodied action or full spectrum authentic being.
I am seeing the right people show up and solutions I asked for in July and August and seeing Spirit asking me to beat around bush less in all my operations and spend more of every minute in the day fully being present in them.
Fully resting when you rest and giving it all you’ve got when the timing is right and you can work that much more potently.
Applying and showing instead talking and telling. Embodying first instead of manipulating to get.
Fully making love … Fully dancing when you dance … fully honoring the shit just as it is … the light just as it is …
This is what I am seeing beyond the pieces slowly coming together for our healing community and dharmic mission to reconnect the planet to soul in the physical through tools like The Tarot.
So now my question turns to you and what’s going on in your life right now …
What seeds have you planted since the summer eclipses?
How does this relate to all that you have discovered in the past year?
What if what is happening in life for you is exactly the way of getting what you want?
Things didn’t go as planned? Did everything you attempt to manifest seem to go in a different direction than you thought lately?
What if you needed to have this experience “just as it is” in order to see something new and make room for something BETTER in your life that is coming right now?
And if you DIDN’T have this happen, then this better situation would have the possibility to arrive.
Consider this: You don’t have to see the entire staircase to walk down a set of stairs, you just need to see the first step.
You walk up anyway. You have faith that the rest of the stairs are there, even in the dark.
Three Things To Do With The Energy Surrounding You Now
This is a powerful time literally “stop” what you are doing that it routine in life … just stop.
Stop chasing, fixing, thinking and holding an itinerary and from the old, if you desire to create from the new.
First, here are three easy things you can do:
1. Drop Your Itinerary
We try to force things. Compare to the past. We have an itinerary of the way things should be if we were doing well.
If they don’t go along that itinerary, they feel like they failed. When in reality there is an entirely different itinerary waiting for you, you’ve just never read it yet.
We try to put things into boxes, and labels, and call them things to feel safe. But its not real.
Go with the flow, Stop trying to live by a master plan of a perfect life that you aren’t even sure is perfect for you to begin with.
This is a specific invitation to put your foot on a path that you didn’t think you could ever put your foot on.
This path may not be obvious yet and come out of left field. There’s already been a lot of surprise with the eclipse and retrograde season – where you thought you knew what you wanted, but really what you want is really unknown and arriving from a much bigger picture that you couldn’t quite see at the beginning of the summer
Where you thought you wanted to be in a specific type of relationship or or house or you wanted to be with a specific type of person – but you didn’t want a specified person or house.
Don’t be so certain what you think your personally wants and what path you feel is so written in stone in front of you.
What path did you not feel was once possible that now is if you put in the work and show up?
You may think what you are saying is yes …
But what you are doing is saying you want a specific type of relationship – a specific look and feel – you want that itinerary relationship that you have written in your storytelling mind.
And the truth is what you want isn’t just going to flop onto your dinner plate. It’s going to come from facing your own inner demons and applying/embodying what you truly know … the love of your life or job is still going to arrive with uncertainties and vulnerabilities and faults and weaknesses that they bring to the table to help you learn more.
We have to open up ourselves to the path of wonder.
That’s the funny thing about the path of wonder. It’s usually trying to talk to us we just don’t want to listen because we don’t know how – especially when we think we already know.
Speaks to us the whole time but it scares us because we think it’s bigger than what we can handle
We don’t want to put our gifts out there because we fear others won’t understand or will be ridiculed – we fear it’s bigger than what we have allotted for ourselves … bigger than the tiny narratives we have written for ourselves …
Opening up fulfilling and planning long term seeds …
Where in your life can you allow yourself that open up to the new and surprise yourself into
a new way of living, loving, existing?
How can you continue to revolutionize and make it happen on the ground in the small (but huge) things in life like eating healthy food and getting enough rest while you change the world?
How can you talk less – have less side conversations and be in the moment more?
You have to Choosing the path of wonder – not the path of the itinerary.
2. Start Healing Toxic Patterns
We all know someone who has said something like this:
“It will never happen because this didn’t happen first”
“This will happen because of x,ya”
Everyone does this!
But its based on the limitation of our filters and bias experience.
Yet we hammer it into our own heads over and over again. You are daming yourself.
This is a pattern to constantly interpret things in a fixed and rigid way, even when you think what you are saying is positive.
The time is calling us all to not “try hard” … to not have conversations within a direct conversation – to just speak form the heart .
Take action or feel fully unconditionally instead of talking. Or show how you feel instead of using more words.
Now is the energy of expansion and healing and recalibration – energy of re-envisioning – energy of stepping past the old boundaries you have set for yourself that are no longer useful or healthy as you rewrite contracting narratives into expansive ones!
For example you might say you really want to have a certain career or specific type of relationship where you are certainly open to THAT kind of life, job or relationship and you kick everything out that isn’t that.
Universe is trying to reach you in the ways of the ways to show you that this year – it’s time stop judging good or bad when things happen not as you expect.
When you are looking to manifest a blue pen and you get a red crayon and you judge the event as meaning that you’re not getting what you want, therefore not following through with the continuity of your intention and thus take a left turn, it’s just delays getting what you want.
You must trust yourself and go through the process and ….
3. Stop Making Meaning Out Of Things
Bad stuff happens, yet treat it as neither a fortune or misfortune as it could be leading you to a much more connected and congruent place. No need to cut off possibility before it happens.
How To Center Yourself In The Sweet Spot Eye Of The Storm
We have to surrender our ego to the Holy Hot Seat and step into our soul … we have to stop fixing and chasing the old. Just create instead.
We must stop talking about doing, instead just do.
If rest is the context – fully rest! If work is what you are doing – fully work.
How can you be the example of what you want more of in your life through existing AS it inside of yourself?
How can you take care of yourself and make sure you are doing the kinds of “mini soul retrievals” so that you CAN expand and grow?
If you are feeling stagnant and stuck, or you find yourself triggering a lot lately allow yourself some real space to unwind and release some of that energy – perceptions, stories and your itineraries of how you think life should come to you.
Allow yourself to receive – dang it. And for realz – if you haven’t emptied your cup of what is totally visible and still not serving you since the eclipses – it’s time to grieve, forgive and let go and you create the new,
Coming To Zero Point …
Allowing new beginnings happens from a zero point. You cannot operate from a negative.
You must rest, relax and restore. But when the time comes, take action from that rested place and it will be more powerful than pulling an all nighter and burning yourself out.
Once again notice when you are on autopilot and stop trying to fix and change things. Don’t talk about life, be present with life!
Don’t talk about what you’re going to do, just do it!
Stop and feel. Detach from the drama. Find sacred space and above all…
Be Ready To Act, But Don’t Waste Your Energy!
Be open and don’t close yourself down. You do not want to miss this transformational energy as it inspires to show up.
Don’t based any of your choices on judgements or fears of the past, of being trapped … of not being enough or where things could all go wrong.
Because whatever you have been preparing for … in life this year is about applying it in the 3D now and not wasting/leaking energy through unnecessary ego constructs.
To step into this new beginning – you must allow yourself to take action and feel what you don’t know as you create new life from your
You have to leave behind any old narratives that are holding you frozen and stagnant
These things that are silent but dangerous that we say to ourselves “I can take it” or “ohhh im just a free soul or wild child” or “im just somebody who like routine”
These narratives hold us prisoner and trap is. They are not really useful because what are they doing for you?
They are an old protective mechanism that is holding you back from creating from “zero point” and an entire word of possibility.
The narratives we writes about ourselves are very protective and this time is asking us to shed this and step onto the path of wonder where we all don’t know anything and we are all just beginners of trying new things out.
Take action and apply all that have been unveiled to you this year and summer that your heart and soul can no longer deny. Meet to people.
If you have been feeling stuck, stagnant and living on repeat YOU MUST TAKE ACTION and set out a new course if you want the help from the Universe you have been asking for.
The key is it’s up you based on how you DREAM and LIVE it. Can you apply the new and stop talking about it?
Time to experiment … hands dirty. Uncomfortably path for many but it’s where the GOODS are – in the unknown path.
Even those of you who have an adamant path set forward, bring with you an element of surprise …
Spirit Says lose the demands of how you want what you want to show up. Live and exist it. Stop and be.
This week is about gaining a fuller acknowledgement and awareness of your body, your needs and your CURRENT assessment of yourself.
How are you feeling?
Are you giving yourself TIME to feel and be aware?
How can you plan your life ahead if you don’t have a still point from which to launch? Peace…now.
Knowing Yourself…means that you are actually taking the space and time for yourself to listen within and acknowledge certain things.
These can be very simple things like…How am I digesting my food these days? Do I feel anxiety?
Do I have time to feel, sense, intuit or am I thinking, talking, running around too much? Do I hold my breath or am I existing and breathing?
When I am looking into the eyes of someone – am I fully present with that soul within my own soul?
What am I going to do with my purpose and life direction now that after the summer is over?
Who am I and what are my gifts?
Stillness and examination of yourself in the quiet, sharing with a loved one or trusting teacher or friend, is a good way to work with the Energy this week.
We are entering into a deeper realization of our heart centre and a flow of the Love consciousness …
We are gaining stride this week in making decisions about our commitment to those things that truly are important in life.
This is a time of honouring what the Universe has invested in you and your examination and reflection of truly finding it WITHIN.
Let go of needing to be certain … living and existing without a thought, or label, or word or itinerary … yet instead through creativity.
No more fighting wonder and creativity or the unknown when you most you most feel out of touch.
TRUST YOURSELF: this is happening because you are being asked to step into shoes you didn’t know you could fill.
Other side of this is : Revelations and break-throughs are abound if you ALLOW and trust the process of triggering breakdown and unwinding to breakthrough.
Allowing the old to release will give you clarity and you’ll know (if you already don’t) exactly where you need to take action.
Since last August and this summer these things have been blaring at you – waking you up in your sleep months…
What is your vision, where is your life going in all your soul and fully digested and what have you done about it physically?
Your soul already knows and you have everything you already need.
Trust. Breath. Allow.
It may help to think in terms of inner-volution rather than evolution this month.
We must mature as we integrate inwardly before impacting the outside world in constructive ways.
When Actions and intentions are not heart aligned and inspired they are instead driven through fight or flight, unconscious motivation.
Being aware of these influences helps but the game for now, is all about internal growth.
It’s a multi dimensional contractive/expansive process of unflinching self-acceptance, zero point unnbias and fierce love allowing us to integrate our demons one by one into soul fuel where we see the gift and thus we automatically begin to shift.
This inner shift then becomes the source of peace, continuity and greater clarity and progress in our outer world.
Without it, we would will continue to project the dark underbelly of the psyche onto others creating enemies, wars and countless inhumanities inflicted upon life in all its forms.
This energy now may come as an answer to many prayers, allowing us to translate recent inner shifts into external change.
Can we hold space for the old and the new at the same time?
Yes it’s frustrating accommodating old conditions whilst undergoing radical inner transformation … yet this is part of the GIFT.
Trust the process as this is what gives way to stark clarity about how to re adult and prioritize our life to reflect new awareness and values.
Let the time remind you that every action has a equal and opposite reaction and every choice sends ripples through our life, and I KNOW if you are reading this you are meant to embrace the new possibilities which seemed too wild and crazy to ask for before.
Can we create harmony while we make new structures in our life take place?
Allow the energy now help you implement the radical change you need in a responsible way – be honest to your soul and you’ll know what that is.
It could take longer than you hoped, be more complex than you imagined or entail greater effort than you anticipated, however this summer season has prepared you for the mission ahead, so trust yourself and root in.
Together, one step at a time <3
With Love and Light,