Energy Update: Authentic Magic

By November 13, 2019 Energy Update

Hey beautiful creators and loves,

I am going to let this update flow out effortlessly and keep it as short as possible.

It’s been such a potent, uplifting time probing me to move, make big decisions and take a bigger leap!

So it is.  

Remembering my own soul, my own worth.  

Leaning into the next phase with more trust and devotion.  

Allowing myself to create more of my dreams through greater awareness, surrendering control, heart discipline and integrity. 

Knowing my own energy and what to say NO to, so that I can say yes 1000x stronger to what I am aligned with.

I am also surrendering deeper into unknown parts of my spiritual mission & journey (something that hasn’t always been easy for me..)

No grinding, striving or climbing – only being more rooted inward and effortlessly shining! 

And this week I am taking a massive leap with my company and journey right now, receiving my way forward…

Even cleaning up my desk last night, right before sitting down to write, an oldie pops on internet radio by Snatam Kaur, “Longtime Sun…”

Tears flow and my belly swirls to the chest as my sacral and heart opens..the message I got?

“You’re enough, just as you are.  Embrace all of you…” then song lyrics begin:

“May the longtime sun / shine upon you / all love surround you / And the pure light / Within you / Guide your way on…”

How awesome. 

No matter what magic or uprooting stuff is changing or happening…

GROUND Through The Chaos

Even if you feel unsure or stuck on your journey right now. 

Go into your own heart.  And listen. 

Root in.  Breath, practice breathing every morning and night.  

Trust your being…

Open your root chakra into the orange molten core of Mother Earth, when you wake up for the day. 

Your somatic awareness, core presence and energy prowess is SO immensely powerful…

This is the seat of your soul.   

It’s all you need!

It’s all others really need too—your presence; just to b-e. 

Also for you to be in “right relationship” with yourself (more on that later…) 

As the collective becomes more aware of feminine energy consciousness (as it balances with healthy masculine presence) the light codes of embodiment are rooting deeper, physically, throughout the planet like I’ve mentioned in other updates throughout the year. 

This means more souls are waking up too, in waves…

Some are beginning the biggest journey of their lives right now as their deeper purpose cracks open.  

And those who’ve already in Spirit mission for a long time being rewarded as they graduate yet also probed to expand as they fully close out old, collapsed cycles.

No more waiting.   

Are you willing to let yourself live your dream?

Are you ready to break out of that unsustainable pattern?

Make the leap that closes out and completes the past and changes your entire life?

The same leap that loosens your “grip” and unblocks your light? 

Because being stuck in a holding pattern in life only means something in your body needs to be felt all the way straight through.  

Wisdom must be applied, embodied.  

No longer resisting what is or making anything wrong.  

Just bring it back home and go to the root of your own self care. 

The weight dissolves.  

You shift into a new way and new energy agreement, just through your awareness and choice.  

You can witness energy in motion (e-motion) running freely through you without becoming it, or identifying with it.  

You can witness and hold the undigested “life force energy” as you redirect it and allow it to fuel your True heart desires.  

Also if you feel stuck you may be trying to do things from “your way” …the mind.  

There’s a bigger way, a higher plan for you. 

You can’t create it, it already exists and you chose it already, on a soul level.  

Your work is to take OFF all the masks blocking your light and get aligned with your own innermost truths.  

Go Within

What moves you fully to the core?  

Pay attention to what your heart is showing you right now…

Practice keeping your nervous system and energy field “open” as you move through feelings and sensations and you’ll get new insights.  

You may experience subtle shifts in your reality and awareness during this auspicious time. 

It’s been such a profound time of growth and major business and life change for me, the past week and over this Taurus full moon.

On 11/11, the day before the Full Moon in Taurus, we were also treated with a rare “Mercury Eclipse,” where retrograding Mercury in Scorpio came between the Sun and Earth, marking the end of a 10 year cycle, and the beginning of a new one.  

You are being asked to move forward from a new place, as you are completing a major cycle of soul lessons.

Mercury in Scorpio passing through the earth and sun for 11/11 and this magical moon week is like a final push to release anything that doesn’t belong and may reveal something that will likely surprise you.

In fact, whatever you’ve put in the last 10 years is now in the process of being returned to you (like I went into detail, in my other 11/11 update I sent to you on Monday). 

Rewards or karmic debt and how you show up in your decisions from here will change the rest of your life…

This is a massive time for everyone, especially those in their “mission” and serving others since before 2012.  

I hope you are tuning within, resting, nourishing and clearing your inner temple. Life flows easier and “clearer” when you exist deeper in your body.

You may be reaching a point in life where you value yourself differently and HOW you are responding to life.

You are learning to say NO to what you give your energy to.  

You don’t owe anything or anyone anything that doesn’t resonate with you.  Not your time, your body or your explanation. 

Because you intuitively understand that the word “No” creates a circle or protection around you that clearly says “I have given enough, no more, not happening and back off.”

All in one simple word we can often find so hard to say and agree to. 

There is nothing wrong with putting healthy boundaries around you, your body, your time, your love and light, your energy, your thoughts…

No is also powerful medicine.  

In fact it’s absolutely necessary if you want to truly embody more light.  

Saying “No” to what isn’t aligned for you opens up space for what IS as you learn to trust and embrace your own energy field and heart coherence.  

You can tune in, trust what you need and surrender through external chaos.  You can listen deep within your own soul.  

Over this magical Full Moon in Taurus cycle, now until the end of the year, you are being called to recognize what you truly want and manifest it! 

You’re also being given a rare opportunity to look at the heart of something as you witness it from a new place.

This new place and space is opening up magic for you in some way. 

It could be emotional, financial or spiritual as its activating the powerful fixed signs of Scorpio and Taurus this month.

Over all, the energy is calling you to manifest what you truly value as you find yourself…

Surrendering To Your Deepest Core Desires

Everything is changing.  Old stuff is deconstructing… 

Your body is changing. Your mind is changing. Your emotions, sensations in your body are changing. 

You are changing, because you have signed up in this body, in this lifetime to experience deep cellular and spiritual growth. 

You’ve chosen to transition your being from dense, heavy cells/molecules/atoms to lighter, crystalline strings of multi-dimensional energy in this lifetime.  

As you begin to shed the old world and wake up, you feel the urge to remove all the density and energetic weight that is holding you back from shining, as you quite literally “become more light”…

This is why honoring your deeper authentic core desires as you peel away layers of artificiality, false constructs, pretenses, masks and veils keeping your true self hidden, is so important, for YOU and for us all.  

It’s time to shine and reveal who you are as you express your truth in the world.  

This is the medicine that truly uplifts and heals the planet. 

In fact, you may be feeling an even more pressing urge than you’ve even felt to do your practice and move deeper into your purpose…

To live as “light” as possible is simply to be True and authentic. 


Be-ing fully who you are as you live from the depths of your heart.  

Yes, practice.  

And the more you practice everyday and cultivate light through your auric layers and energy (chakra) system, the deeper you’ll tune in.

The more clear you’ll be on why you’re here in this body, in this lifetime, knowing that what you are doing, IS your True calling.  

And then the more capacity you’ll hold, the more will be shown to you from the Spirit world…

And the more you’ll know thyself, even as the old is shedding, deconstructing and the rivers are changing their direction…

And this way, you CAN choose to respond! 

Do you surrender into the path that life is unfolding for you?

Or fight against it?

And what if forcing things no longer worked?

What if all you need is to align your being and physical action with your core desires and intention—open your heart and do the work that needs to be done?

What if you surrendered?  Trusted the process? Even the detours and timing? 

What if you stayed true to your own heart?

What if you trusted all is aligning for you in ways you can’t see as you stayed the course?

What if it’s more about truly receiving and allowing as you arrive in what you authentically want, more than anything? 

Because the direction we are all heading into for 2020 is about knowing your energy and inner alignment DEEPER so that things come to you without “trying and hard mentality effort” …

This is what the quantum, means.  It’s “energy first” and this simple understanding is more powerful than any other force in the universe.  

2020 is more about knowing your own “being” and energy (energetic coherence) as you stay grounded and present in your body.  

Your core truths are part of your overall journey and why you are here on this planet.

Are you willing to stand within yourself and take flight?

Are you accepting all the pieces back home with gratitude?  

Are you witnessing the power you want is already rooted in your own inner self alignment?

That the power never left? 

That you already are enough?

That YOU are the miracle you need?

Because you are!

The moment (and the whole universe) is infinitely open to your creation.  

You can be so very true to yourself to the point where you stop questioning your own reflection. 

In this present naked moment, you are Divine.  

You can receive the gift out of any experience based on just your presence and being.   

Just when surrendering into presence and your energy being, you are infinitely more powerful.  

You don’t need to be anything else than what you organically already are, even amidst change.  

You are not lost, you are the destination.

Feel straight through.  

You know what’s real at your core.  

You only stray when you rely on old programming instead of your body level intuition and presence.

Your heart will show you what is right when you feel all the way straight through. 

And surrender “what feels like clench” …or tightness or ego and control.  

Love, just is.  

Your heart is your truest guide and will keep you on the right path

And it all really comes down to right relationship with yourself. 

It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks or says or does. 

Yes, it’s lovely to exchange sacred energy with the right souls from True resonance.

But right now there’s lots of confusion and fear in the spiritual collective swirling around, which means, listen to your own essence, calling and soul’s voice.  

I keep getting the message that even as darkness is being swept out, BE AUTHENTIC with what you are feeling and aware of what you are choosing…

Your energy awareness is key.  

Every part of how you choose to respond to anything is the frequency that you choose to play on. 

This is why you want to…

Choose To Be In “Right Relationship” With Yourself

Listen to your own heart now as you come closer to yourself.  

Feel what feels right within you.  You ultimately honor others through honoring yourself. 

Ask yourself, does this decision feel right in my soul?

Does what’s happening around me truly assist the journey I am on, or wanting to make?

Does this path make sense for what my heart has been speaking to me? 

Get honest with what is true for you on a soul level and feel it.  

Until you do, you’ll experience the same karmic looping over and over until you begin to show up for yourself.  

Choose yourself!  

You must trust what you feel, what you know and take right action as you find your own, unique way forward.  

This is drinking your own medicine.  

This is what coming from a “right relationship” with yourself means.  

Are you allowing yourself to be seen as you do the work of getting into right relationship with all the parts of you?  

This is the medicine.  

What unconscious patterns are you finally embracing? 

When are you letting IN your own love? 

Where do you need to be in deeper integrity with the most precious parts inside you? 

Where are you still disowning yourself with shitty language that doesn’t serve you? 

Where are you abandoning yourself by not fully claiming exactly what you feel or want because you fear losing something?

How can you be your own miracle as you integrate and fully own every single thing that you are experiencing? 

How can you be more in integrity with yourself; ie) are you saying yes instead of SAYING NO?

Everyone will misunderstand you at some point on the journey, but what matters is how you know yourself. 

Even your worst triggers are wildly golden when you begin to learn to trust your soul and the present moment. 

Go to your heart and the truth.  

Realize when your inner child is screaming and take care of this fragment of YOU.  

If it feels like truth ringing throughout your whole body regardless of judgment or if it’s scary, show up and go all in.  

You can trust the moment contains everything you desire and need. 

Whatever is showing up, IS the way.

So trust that who and what experiences are happening to you, IS the gift and relevant in some way.

What isn’t truth, what can’t grow, what keeps your hands clenched and your soul squashed, dissolves when you stop entertaining it.  

This is why knowing your own authentic core desires, your energy and your field is so essential.  

Your own inner being/alignment and authentic heart desires is where the rubber meets the road in manifesting…  

This is why you must continue or move deeper into your practices and embrace all truths, even the painful ones.  

Pain is medicine, here to shine the light on and awaken what is really true for you so that you stop hiding in your ego with superficial reasons why you can’t shine or be happy. 

Because you must be true to yourself, first.  

Your being, energy, gratitude, honor, celebration, receptivity and freedom IS the magical juice. 

It’s your own energetic coherence (aligned within your core truth/desires) that is the manifesting language of the Universe.  

So knowing the difference between the ego’s “grasping” voice and it’s “overlays” that mask your soul’s true desires and needs …

And this is SO essential to you accessing your true power and manifesting the life you want.  

The voice of your soul is love, freedom, truth and is effortlessly powerful…

Listen and trust. 

Your soul will revel in the beauty of your innermost truths …

Your soul will guide you to follow through with your own conscious releasing, energetic hygiene and self care.

Yes, you can ground deeper every day into your effortless being—just by how you walk, breath and approach life.  

Breath your body open, right in this free moment. 

Love immediately returns to you as you come back home to you, with source, into presence. 

You are loved, honored and safe to deconstruct the old, unlearn and dissolve what doesn’t serve you.  

You can remove what is blocking your light from fully shining and offering your gift in the world. 

You no longer need to cloak yourself. 

When you are connected to your soul’s purpose and your “body as a gateway” you have powers beyond your wildest dreams. 

Yes, you need to be exposed and still trust yourself.

Allow yourself to surrender to your souls higher plan for you.  

You can align within and create the dreams you want. 

It’s all here—I am seeing dreams already in the process of happening. 

Trust and flow.  

Safety Is An Illusion 

From the seat of the Soul, the journey of chasing safety is anything but “safe” as the very notion cuts you off from Source itself! 

The word “safe” is based on the attachment of the ego. 

“Safe” is what your ego knows as it has been built to protect itself. 

It’s the fight or flight “clenching up to survive.”

Safety, from the egos viewpoint, means controlling and grasping, because it wants to avoid feeling pain, fear, resistance or even extreme joy if it’s not used to it 

But it’s also how we hang onto the old attachments of the past.

Think of attachment as a closed fist.

Non-attachment (or embodied True love) is an open palm.

True love allows you to still be deeply connected to other people and the world around you.

You aren’t clinging so tightly to everything…

When you want so badly to control the outcome of a situation, this can create a lot of anxiety.

Embodied being (true love) allows you to trust the beauty of your ever evolving multi dimensional-ness.  

Love without “attachment” is simply moving light…

Embody this fullness like you expect everything, but need nothing.

The less you “grasp” meaning the more you keep your palm and heart blooming open, the more you’ll receive….

Your nervous system wants you to open so that you can let your own source power move through you, more freely…

Yes, we all mentally want the feeling of safety and feeling protected physically, emotionally, financially etc…

Yet when we are attached to life “needing to look or go a certain way” in order for us to feel safe, we kink off our own life source! 

So the more we try to feel “safe”.. the more we try to control, which only tightens our grip restricting our power and juicy life force. 

It’s a clenching out of fear of loss and like I’ve said a lot before, duality only begets more duality. 

We need to come from the solution; the whole of our being and embodiment.  

The tighter our attachment or fixation becomes, the greater the block we create and the less likely we are to RECEIVE what we need on a soul essential level. 

The moment you release your grip on needing anything yet still allowing yourself to feel connected to everything, power returns.

Like magic, every time. 

Know now that YOU hold the power to enhance your whole sense of being! 

YOU have the opportunity to enrich your essence and unite within your own body alignment. 

You’re being called to move deeper into your soul’s purpose in this body and lifetime.  

The entire infinite universe is reflected in you. 

Only YOU can see the power in you, waiting to be recognized by your own conscious heart.  

No one else can give you permission to SEE you.  

And the “old collapsing” has gotten louder showing you all that is ready to be released and rebirthed. 

So shed away dear multi dimensional soul…

You are shifting and changing…

You are removing layers no longer for you. 

Are you willing to no longer entertain what no longer serves you? 

No longer be apart of your own neglect or abuse? 

Will you allow yourself to transform? 

Allow yourself to consciously redirect the energy of and shed whatever was stopping you from fully offering yourself and shining in the world?

Are you willing to be in right relationship with yourself —and be coherent with the world and what you truly desire?

“Whatever you are not changing you are choosing for things to stay the same.”

Stop Abandoning Yourself!

I feel called to mention this again.  

For those who read all my posts, know that I keep saying the things that I feel awakening collective still needs to hear it, so receive what makes sense for you now…

Stay in your own integrity and truth and heart.

If you want to exist as love, as abundance, as truth and receive the life that’s waiting for you…

You must confront the parts of you that fear being loved…

Confront where you are out of integrity with yourself.

Until you do, abandonment trauma will keep operating your life, and make you unconsciously sabotage as a way to affirm your fears.

No need to affirm fears and sabotage the good that’s making its way into your life…

You bringing more honey into your life from a place of “already full” matters more than you realize.  

This is being connected, as source and trusting the unfolding.  

Remember when you are the fullest, is almost always when you receive the most! 

Even if the ego believes that by closing your fist and controlling the situation, it can get what it wants—your souls already knows the truth.  

The ego seeks approval, looks outside itself for answers, excludes, self victimizes, threatens and demand as a way to meet its needs.

Your soul, like love, just is. 

Love just exists. 

Your soul knows you are truly infinite yet the mind has zero inner standing, of how much power you hold.

You don’t need to abandon yourself. 

You can give yourself the love you truly need instead of creating drama and separation. 

You are not separate from Divine.  You are Divine.  

The connection you crave is source.  This is real intimacy inside your own soul that can only be surrendered into.

Where you purely exist, infinitely burning open and free…

Connected within, wildly alive without a plan or agenda. 

Where you “live as light”…

Where you innocently emBODY love and you’re FULL regardless of what’s going on outside you. 

Where you are connected to everything, but attached to nothing.  

This is real love.  

This is non-attachment.

This is where you are truly emBODYing real love.

Existing as Source.

And the more you step into the unknown outside the ego, the more visceral and powerful source and creation can flow through you…

But the more you attach and grasp onto “making meaning” instead of surrendering the ego and going with the flow, the more you’ll get in your own way, undermining the sacred love and wisdom that is asking you to return home to…

Your time is now. 

Making the leap.  

Alignment with truth and love.

Knowing your own energy…

And trusting your unfolding as you keep on! 

Lose the crutches and masks you no longer need.

Get grounded with who you are and what you want.  

Open your soul and unclench your body.   

Your being and presence, is more than enough.  

I was hearing a friend say earlier this week…

“Pretense is a veil over naked truth.”

It’s true.  

Sometimes Your Presence Is All That Matters

All we need, I need, YOU need… is just your presence and being.  

No work.  No pretense. Just your being.  

What if you just kept your heart open all the way through it all? 

Yes you can even keep your heart open and still say NO to what isn’t yours or for you. 

Yes, you can say no without getting very upset or angry! 

No more abandoning yourself.  You can embrace yourself! You are enough! 

Like I was saying in the last energy update on 11/11: now that you’re closing out the past decade…

Where will your soul go from here? 

What are you fully closing out and deconstructing? 

What are you are now calling IN?

Who will you become?

What nourishes your soul?

What stories do you need to shift to free your being? 

Be honest, be true through the bullshit twists of the ego.  

Allow yourself to trust, and go deeper. 

Listen to you heart. 

Do what you need to do EVERY DAY now to love yourself.

Connect with others deeper on a soul level too, you’ll feel good with the raw, truthful energy exchange. 

And if you still need to forgive and feel—move straight through it while keeping your heart curious and intelligently open.  

You no longer need to carry the weight of what is causing dysfunction. 

You have the choice, to choose the story that serves love and abundance and creation. 

Just by deciding that you are Loved.  

Showing up as love, all by yourself.  

You can be who you really are regardless of others or those who abandoned you. 

Only realize what is abandoning yourself and stop.  

Choose yourself.  

And don’t ask others to abandon themselves for you (meaning let go of insisting others need to be a certain want, in order for you to feel more of the way you wish to feel). 

You can feel however you choose.  

It’s not just about feeling abandoned, by others.

The deeper gift is seeing how you no longer need to abandon yourself —even just the way you view life…

So much stress or peace comes from how we choose to respond within our own energy field.  

We forget that it’s our own choice, our being.  

Our perception.  Our choice.

What do you choose to give your attention to and how do you give that attention?

What is your internal dialogue?

And example would be, perhaps instead of saying “I’m so stressed” … say “I really care about this.”

Instead of “I’m so worn out and beat” say “I am thankfully choosing to rest” …

The little moments make the difference.  

The very moment you shift your energy and perspective is when your body releases and things begin to energetically flow again—including in the physical world around you. 

Flow meaning just another way to say “being in alignment” with yourself or embodied truth.  

Where you living out of integrity with yourself?

Where must you own up and clean up?

Others loving you will never rescue you from fully loving you and trusting YOURSELF. 

It’s time to come home to YOU.

Reminds me of what I was feeling watching Encke Taurid Meteor Showers very early this morning (watch for ‘em, they will be happening all week!)

It’s kinda symbolic because…

You are the star.

And it’s time for you to shine. 

Affirm throughout every single day:








Repeat after me…

“I am grateful for these simple, small moments I celebrate just being— those raw spaces of creative expression, soul knowing and connection.  I am receptive and open to new ways of seeing and receiving as I am changing, surrendering and shedding. I trust the unfolding and my own souls voice regardless of what others say. Thank you Spirit for the “mirrors in others” so that I may remember to tune in, within.  I embrace my transformation. I trust my soul’s timing and I surrender again and again. I choose to keep my heart open, even through the pain. I welcome the wisdom from all shades of the spectrum. I welcome the abundance of love, miracles and blessings into my life by consciously feeling, slowing down and being presently aware of the possibilities already existing right now for me…I am so grateful for all my experiences, even for what is sad as it shows me what to be grateful for and what to create within. Even as my life is changing and moments when I am not happy with where I am at— I still trust the unfolding. I choose to keep expanding my heart into the unknown and I am grateful to know there’s more love, fun, peace, connection and adventure to explore!”

Crystal Aryana

About Crystal Aryana

Hi, my name is Crystal. Since an early age, I've felt a strange connection to the Universe, so I spent my entire life seeking out mentors and teachers to help me harness my gift. Since then, I've been reading tarot cards, channeling messages and healing bodies around the world. Thank you for visiting my website and I hope to join you along your journey <3


  • Belen says:

    Bless you Crystal!!!
    I was deeply affected by this Mercury retrograde!!
    I felt the intense pain of injustice from the violent events in the world. Especially in Chile an Bolivia.
    I felt I needed to contribute in making clear what was happening and became very active in the social networks.
    I am slowing down now as my body feels drained and my emotions are raw.
    Reading your messages helped me realigned with source and remind me that I am love. And love heals and conquers all.
    You are truly a gift in my life !!!

  • Hope says:

    Thanks Crystal for your emails. They most often give me the courage I need to remove negative thoughts, push forward to getting what I need done. I truly enjoy them and they are a blessing.
    Thanks again and keep up the great work

  • Linda Marie Williams says:

    Dear Crystal, I am so grateful to be able to leave you my thoughts as to how greatly your e-mails of devine wisdom have helped me. I lost my wonderful husband of 30 years, three years ago, and have decided to venture out in the world once again to seek love. However fears of not knowing how to date and not being good enough had pretty much made me think I couldn’t do this again. Then I read your wonderful e-mails you sent me and realized that I can do this , that I am enough and that I just need to listen to my heart, for when I feel I can’t that is merely the fear of my ego in control. God bless you for dedicating your life to helping our wayward souls along this wonderful thing called life. Every day when I awake I am always very grateful for my life and all that has been blessed to me.and every night I give thanks for another day of experiences I’ve enjoyed.Thank you again for your wonderful words of encouragement and wisdom. Most gratefully , Linda Marie

  • henry says:

    hello crystal, thank you again for this message along with the many others i receive from you, always love hearing from you, your messages really help me to understand the changes that are happening inside of me from day to day, my thoughts and lov to you always, henry

  • Sandy says:

    Thank you so much for uplifting my spirit, I am feeling better

    • Margaret says:

      Your words inspire strength and courage but most of all the bubbly giddiness of happening upon a new friend. I am only now feeling the cleansing shower of your words of personal strength and power and I am acutely grateful. I will be back for more. Thank you.

  • Sanja says:

    God bless you!Thank you for every word!I’m so blissful,happy to get into contact with you

  • Judith says:

    Hi crystal thanks for your reading and your right I do feel better inside and more control with my soul. But I have a woman that is trying to get between me and my soulmate. I just want her to go away and go back to where she came from another state. But I did finally confront her because I have had enough and my soulmate has told her to leave him alone but she keeps coming around so what more can I do to get her to finally go away so me and my boyfriend can keep working on our relationship? I need suggestions if you can thank you.

  • Lolita says:

    Lolita says: Thank you so much for your great encouragement to live this life in peace with ourselfs and to trust the process of life ..I do have my fears and my moments when I feel just lost like many others or I think that I may go the wrong directions or I either too week and to strong enough…However, when I read you it makes me feel so great and wonderful that all my doubts are dessapiring and I know that you are the one who helps me to understand this word and me in a different prospective and you are the one who help me grow in this life ..
    Thank you so much for your incredible wisdom and magical healing words !!!!

  • Genta says:

    You are amazing ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Ali says:

    I feel continuously I am on my most positive path now as your words serve as affirmation of the personal entries I make in my journals. It’s strange how questions and feelings creep up, only to desire to be worked through by written word, then conclusions affirmed by mirrored thoughts or phrases in your emails days later. It supports my growing trust each day that the steps I am taking are leading me to my destiny. I am grateful.

  • Shalewa says:

    This is beautiful
    Thank you for everything.

  • Louis says:

    Thank you Crystal inspiring words and truly meaningful, amazingly turning up in my life when my soul is craving a beckon of light for direction. I’m very Thankful In many ways ! Regards Louis

  • Kelli says:

    Thank you, Crystal for your amazing and inspiring words. This is just what I needed right at this time.

  • maria says:

    Thank you Crystal Aryana for your amazing emails
    I am so grateful to find you.

  • Kristine says:

    You are a wonderful “Surrender” guru Crystal. Each word of your writing is touching and healing for me. Thank you so very much.

  • John says:

    Thank you, Crystal! This maybe be the most profound post I’ve ever seen! It is extremely timely for me, as this ENTIRE post resonates PERFECTLY with the messages I just received over this past week during a Soul Journey I took in Sedona, AZ. If you don’t mind, I would like to post a link to this blog on my Facebook business page at ZABBA Creations and my website at http://www.zabbacreations.com.
    It couldn’t embody more the lessons I learned and am in the process of learning over this past week and years. Ironically, I was just considering how I would summarize the lessons from my Soul Journey when I cam across this post of yours,,, and frankly, it “Crystallizes” everything down to the smallest nuance of what I just experienced… Divine Timing in action!
    I won’t bore you will all the details, but in summary, I just spent the past week (11/6/19 thru 11/13/19) in the Sedona area, having worked with a shamanic teacher spending 3 days alone at a sacred circle in the desert, followed by several days exploring the region and following Spirit as it guided me. Synchronicity abounded! At one point in the desert just before dawn at around 5AM laying there staring up with awe at the immense night sky unfolded before me, I felt as tho my entire being merged with the universe, and BECAME the universe! The words came at that moment that the mind and associated ego can NEVER fully understand the universe and all it mechanics,,, however true wisdom comes from not trying to “understand” with the mind but rather to “feel” with the heart! Another moment came on 11/11/19 after I scaled a large pyramidal rock structure that just “called to me”, and had HUGE vortex energy, and as I stood near a 300 year old juniper tree on the ledge overlooking a vast horizon, a wave of “knowingness” overcame me as I merged with my new Spirit Animal the Peregrine falcon, (a whole other story there of synchronicity during my stay in the desert), I felt as tho I could sore to any heights I desired, if only I could trust that I could, yet paradoxically felt a strong connection to earth filling me from all directions! Amazing stuff! Thank you for sharing your wisdom and helping me put this entire week and Soul Journey into perspective!

  • Lonnie says:

    Crystal I appreciate what you share, every single time. Your words resonate so deeply with me and I honestly look very forward to receiving your emails.
    Thank you so much for all that you do for me personally.

  • Patricia says:

    Shalom dear messenger, truly blessed and inspired by your inner journey with strength and wisdom. I am being and awakening to this conscious soul with my heart open.
    Ready to let go and allow the flow of unconditional love, strength and wisdom

  • Michael Taylor says:

    Thank you for your words:
    Your words ignited something in me that has been hidden in a very positive way.
    I feel the power source within me finally becoming lighter & more filled with all the positive light energy around me. I feel the barriers, the masks & the walls that covered my true self falling away & my true identity starting to appear & fill with the beautiful light coming through. I have always felt like I was placed here – the one everyone least expects. Existing yet unseen just waiting! I knew this day would come where I could finally be who I am to be & benefit mankind in some way. I have always known that everything has a time & place & mine is now! “The knowledge of knowing is everything”!
    I have always known that people knew of me – yet I didn’t known them & now it’s time for us to meet! I have never ever been alone!

  • Susan Scott says:

    I’m in my awakening, and have only found you. Thank you for this morning’s blessing. I read it aloud with you, and let it resonate back. Truly a joy to have made the connection. Peace

  • Michelle Plamondon says:

    Thank you I have been doing more of the unknown but sametime listening to my soul and intuition to do what I love and I don’t know unless i try if this is what. I’m suppose to be doing .

  • paje foster says:

    Namaste. I see the divine in you.

  • Frankie says:

    Ilove reading. Im always inspired.

  • Yasmin says:

    Very inspirational!

  • rafeo says:

    I am very happy to know you Dear soul….I am reading your mail long time now and I wish to see you face to face ……Please come to this part of world to know some thing New……..You Are Great My Dear .

    With Lots Of Love And Respect.
    Rafeo Rafiq.

  • Marlean says:

    Thank you
    I love readings,accurate as always.

  • Madina Barry says:

    Thank you soo much I am so grateful to find you ☺️

  • Madina batty says:

    Thank you soo much I am so grateful to find you ☺️

  • Rhiannon says:

    I love reading your insightful and most accurate energy updates they bring a certain unique unexplainable joy to my day thank you from my heart to yours x.

  • vjoshi says:

    very very core of wisdom.nd accurate according my life.awesome.

  • Cadie says:

    Thank you so much for your amazing, inspiring emails! I read every single one and they truly resonate with me and where I am at in my spiritual journey. I appreciate your empowering, loving words more than you know. Sometimes I feel lost on this journey but you have reminded me that I’m exactly where I need to be and I’m exactly what I need.

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