Allowing Death of the Old as You Reclaim Your Sovereignty!

By December 18, 2021 Uncategorized
Bella Shopping

Hi beautiful soul,

I am out shopping for little Bella literally right this moment and this message came up for me…

It’s connected to owning every part of you as you clear the blocks of what is standing in the way of YOU + YOU and your Divine path (and inner union) in front of you…

I’m inside Target right now but I just had to stop and drop what I was doing so that I could send you this soul message in the midst of this energy and what I’m feeling so deeply…

Yes, love, it’s time for YOUR freedom, sovereignty within and remembering who you are… showing up AS YOU really are authentically as you trust that all that is happening is also your choice to CHOOSE YOU (which ultimately is a “gift” for anyone else around you…)

I feel major things are happening for those of us choosing the timeline of our own sovereign and divine freedom right now…

You can likely feel it in your heart and being.

“Enough is enough”

It’s time to create the new.

You can likely feel in the collective in so many different ways…

Those who are finally surrendering and trying something NEW.

Those reclaiming lost treasures within.

Those allowing death and fully surrendering.

Trusting that is not “out there” … it’s only within.


I feel there is something totally magical about “Reaching The End”…

Do you know what I mean?

It’s that sweet surrender of reaching the END of Expecting or even demanding that “not-showing-up thing” to show up?

It’s a NO longer pushing, yet fully anchoring within.

Because it’s just NOT… showing up right.

And Suddenly, it’s like you really get it!

Ya know?

It’s not that “it’s” not showing up…

Or that THEY are not… showing up… for you.

It’s about something much BIGGER!

“Getting IT ultimately means that…”

You are Releasing the expectation for this thing, person, event, happening, or whatever it is, that’s not showing up because you are beginning to work with Radical Acceptance, owning all of you as you pivot into providing the need for yourself, and THIS is freaking HUGE.

It’s liberating. 😭🥳

You will be/are forever changed from here on out…

It takes what it takes to get there.

Trust me, I’m IN IT/This.

Sure, you can hold onto hope for a really long time.

But once you “get it”… you’re ready to give up endless hoping, and you’ll be able to relate to EVERYTHING differently…

To accept, see, pivot, and begin to “move” in different ways.

A whole new way of being awaits you.

Mmmmmmm, yesss ♥️💯



We cannot live in a world that is not our own, meaning we can’t live in a world that is interpreted for us by others.

An interpreted world is not a Home.

A world that you live that can only be known and fulfilled by you, IS home.

I love you, powerful Human being and Soul.



Crystal Aryana

Crystal Aryana

About Crystal Aryana


  • Maree says:

    Hi crystal your words resonated immensely with me I can not thank you enough for your guidance and in this beautiful collective that we are share have gentle self days ahead I’m so grateful to be able to be in a receptive state in this space thank you everyone for sharing this journey with me I am forever grateful

    Maree xx

  • Richard Arnold says:

    How did you hit the nail on the head like that? I’ve been struggling with the is for what seems like so long. I’ve been hoping and praying for her to “show up”, and she never does. I’m disappointed and heartbroken every time. I’m finally at s crossroads of exceptance. Do I convert and except what is not going to happen? Or do I continue to accept her abuse? No, it’s time to walk away…

  • Ajao Adetola says:

    Adorable Bella. She’s so sweet and lovable!
    Great work mama is doing, love you ❤️

  • Really the only thing I could own is what I choose to love. That is really not a thing but an invisible emotion attached to a thought of what I think love is. In short, the universe owns me and I own love. I loved your dance by the way. I used to do it for years in my youth. You are really quite beautiful in booth the physical and the inspirational as well as the words. Keep me in the loop you are truly one of a kind and so are we.

  • Frances Fitzgerald says:

    Hello, Crystal, Thank you so much for your inspirational words. Leaving all negative that does not serve me is working well. Im new to Loving me, and it feels great! Love and Light and Peace be with you <3

  • Matthew says:

    I want to first say that you have a beautiful baby. Second, I have to be honest; I’m very bad about not reading messages but something told me to read it today. I’m glad I did. Thank you for your positive words.

  • Judith says:

    Bella is absolutely beautiful like her Mama! My family Christmas was yesterday (all 13 (to include 2) Great Grands in the last 5 mos.!!! It was indeed beautiful, warm & loving…Just what Mama/Mema asked for…beyond Blessed!!!! Thank you for being you! Love & Blessings!!!

  • Christina M Mimnaugh says:

    Christina says: What a beautiful baby girl! She has your beautiful smile; and most likely your beautiful demeanor too. I know you will have divine Holidays with an Angel like her in your arms. Merry Christmas!!!!!!!

  • Abena+Yankah says:

    Hello Crystal, this is really a soul message to me, Allowing the Death of the Old. It seems to me and it is actually true that there is a time for everything, and there is a beginning and and end for everything under the Sun, when it is time for a relationship to begin it does, and it is so beautiful, when it’s is time for it to end there is a loud and clear disconnect with signs everywhere, there are messages that make it clear. And this time I get it. I let go of all expectations of people , places or things. And I fully surrender to the guidance of the Creator. I am no longer relishing on what could have been, I am accepting what is.
    Thank you for always writing to me and baring your soul .

  • Rhonda says:

    Hello, I never write…Idk why I decided to this time…something is telling me to I imagine. Ill take any reading you want to throw at me. My life is getting better slowly but surely but it was a mess for a while like 5 years and 2 months to the day. Yes I too am one of them unlucky woman to meet a narcissist, get abused by him mentally, physically, and emotionally! So when I got my stimulas check I bought him a one way ticket back to England…only to watch my best friend buddy up to him and treat me like shit for 2 months after he left…I wondered why she was so keen on giving him a ride to the airport…the worst part she handed him 3900.00 in cash and said “Dont tell Rhonda”. The strange thing is I knew because I can feel stuff from other people, lies, anger, betrayal, dishonesty and I knew from the time she got back and I told both of them (yes he is a narcissist so he refuses to let go)..They both told me I was crazy and stupid, and an idiot that nothing happened. But I knew and I refused to let it go and then I tricked him into telling me about the money. so after all the crying and broken ness i felt from these 2 I found myself trauma bonded to him. I couldnt figure out why I was missing him and feeling like I wanted him to come home, after all I told him to leave I bought him is plane ticket…so why??? I was watching and reading every thing I could on narcissist and found the trauma bond and it helped just knowing but it didnt make it easy…any way life is getting better but I could use all the help I can get. I am now learning to read tarot and I like it but am not confident yet…I will be soon I hope!
    Baby Bella is beautiful…she has an amazing ear to ear smile!

  • Yolo says:

    Your messages always seem to catch me at the right time, thank you for this message I needed to hear this , I know and feel there is something bigger waiting for me but first I must let go of a situation that no longer serves me. I need strength to carry on
    Merry Christmas to you and Bella you both look beautiful and happy

  • Jody Honeyman says:

    Love your picture with your love, Bella. So full of joy she is!!
    I am in a relationship that offers me nothing. I tell him to leave everyday…. I will never be truly happy with this man in my life. He is a spoiled rotten brat who expects to get his way. I see what he’s doing…manipulating the situation so he gets his way and wants me to think it was my idea. LOL. He gets so flustered when I turn it around on him and his plan doesn’t work. What a waste of my precious time dealing with this narcissist.

    He doesn’t pull his weight and contribute to the household. He thinks he is the know all of everything. LOL I am so much more intelligent than he could ever be…. I have more skills and life lessons. He doesn’t think he’s ever done anything wrong. It’s always somebody else’s fault and he has an excuse for everything. I literally laugh AT him and give him the excuses he is going use before he use them. He gets so mad…LOL

    I JUST WANT HIM TO GO AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK!!!! I don’t need him in any way.

    I’m glad you’re back. I was worried about you.
    I lived in Montrose as a child. I wish I was in Colorado now. I love most everything there. Be glad you live in a wonderful area and enjoy the view.

    Love you dear,

    • Sheena says:


      Wow I think we must have a twin idiot in our lives- only I was living with this guy- I knew him from high school- we met up 28 years later- he was going through a divorce- I had been legally separated from my 2nd husband for almost 2 years at the time- ( mine got deported to his country in 2018). We started dating- things were fun and exciting- I noticed something was off after a while- he started to humiliate me because the wife wanted me to leave- I went through that for 5 months of back & forth of 1 week I would be at my
      parents because the wife supposedly was coming back home- she would block him and he felt stupid- calling me crying begging me to come back- then he got tired of her games- she finally told him she had met a man and was getting married- she wanted a divorce! She already had many men in Texas he just finally stood up to her! She found out I was back and real! I put an end to the back n forth and he told her I am not going anywhere n she found out she didn’t have that hold on him anymore like she did n couldn’t manipulate him- oh then once all that happened- he tried to make me a fake version of her!
      Sad to say he was very manipulative- a year later I had a car accident- which brings us to 4 months ago & was in the hospital for 23 days- 2 broken legs- compound fractures in my spine and a broken hand- I have only re- learned how to walk not using any walker or wheelchair for a few weeks now and he told me to get out that I ruined his life and that I was always to him just a live in call girl! He insults me daily and says awful and hurtful things to me. He let me starve for 2 days straight- left me in a wheelchair while he went to get drugs- those were the reasons I left him in October and moved back into my parents home this last time- he threatened to push me in a pigpen and say I slipped- says I am the biggest mistake that ever happened to him- oh there is more- but too much to type- so I been through exactly the live shaming- the excuses the blaming- and all because he asked me to be his girlfriend after 30 years n him being alone for 2 years???? I even got to meet his daughter ( who it was not a pleasure to meet by the way- she stole from me, she made up lies about me and when I suggested that she talk to her father on a subject of interest- I was told it wasn’t my place and to butt out) then by him I was told that he thought I would have been more of an influence on her! I only met her twice n both times was a nightmare- she is a drug addict who plays men for money and lost all 3 of her children because she is an endangerment to them- I am unsure how I can help her in any way if her own mother made her that way- I can’t fix a 28 years old who grew up at the age of 12 already doing drugs & selling her body & learning how to extort her own family for money not to say a word! Nobody has anything nice to say about the daughter or the ex wife so I can’t say I am sad I never met the ex wife- I can just say I am very thankful I didn’t run across her because the 3 conversations I had to have were very unpleasant because her voice is very annoying and I would have rather been deaf than had to listened to that another second!
      As of 2 days ago- he has left me alone for good. He won’t be bothering me anymore! He knows he did wrong now but he will never admit it because my ex bf likes to play victim! Make up things to look like he is a Saint! Whole world is against him! One day death will either get him by alcohol poisoning or drug overdose- he won’t ever quit being a ass!
      I hope your situation gets better- I didn’t like mine one bit n I let him belittle me and degrade me so bad that I lost myself and I almost let him destroy me! I know I am valuable to myself, and eventually will find someone who will value me for who I am and love me for me. I hope everything works out for you- I also found out what works well with a narcissist is silent treatment- they hate that!

  • Niecy says:

    Hi their!
    Love the picture of you & adorable Bella that smile of hers is contagious with cuteness. Thank you for this message!

  • Chris Courtois says:

    Hi Crystal. An thank you for this wonderful message. You. Hit it spot on. 100% Nailed it . I am waiting on something big. When it cones it will change me an my life. Also changing me. Better health. Exercise. I went from being totally unnoticeable by women to having 3 showing interest yes all have had there share of issues .I have not any idea who lean on more provide the effort to most ???

  • Dr. Baltazar Longoria says:

    I am interested in learning more, please keep in touch – Dr. B

  • Teremoana says:

    Thank you so much. You and Bell look happy and beautiful. You have a wonderful Christmas and may 2022 take good care of all on this Planet.

  • Anne says:

    Beautiful pic of you and Bella. You are both so full of light and love. Really appreciate and am grateful for your messages of hope love and truth. I feel your happiness, so contagious and such a lovely way to wake up to the day. Have a blessed, happy and peaceful Christmas and May the coming year be filled with all the light, love and truth your heart desires.❤️

  • ELO Régis says:

    bonjour chére Crystal

    Magnifique message et belle énergie positive …
    merci pour tes récits et de partager ta vie aussi généreusement …
    Ta petite merveille Bella est si chanceuse d’avoir une maman si élevée spirituellement et emplie d’amour inconditionnel .
    TOUTE MA GRATITUDE pour tes messages qui touchent au coeur et à l’âme .
    Joyeuses fêtes de fin d’année ensemble … je serais là quelque part bien qu’isolé et éloigné de vous , les Antilles t’envoient leur gros soleil caribéen et ses bienfaits …

    MUCH much Love and inner peace
    FWI Martinique

  • Tina says:

    I just started following you the other day. I’ve been asking God, the universe, for strength and inspiration during this turning point in my life. I will be 67 next month and feel like I still have so much to share. You and your daughter are both adorable by the way! A little background about me. I’ve always been a spiritual person, even as a child. Having a deep sense of feeling things and emotions that no one could relate to. At the age of 45 I had a Gran Mal seizure and left my body. My Dad had passed 2 years before and I am still mourning him. I saw him but couldn’t reach him. He told me it wasn’t my time and that I had to go back, that I still had work to do. At that point they recesitated me and I’ve felt a deep longing for that sense of peace that is beyond words to explain. Keep sharing your words of love, I hope to see an awakening in the world before I can go home.

    • Home is inside you, you do not have to wait for peace. A clear conscious and the truth about yourself and your treatment of others is the way to clear the past and reach the present. The future will be the now and the more consciousness you have NOW will later be your future consciousness. REACH in LET go of OUT.

  • Phil says:

    You and Bella shine so brilliantly! Thank for your beautiful message! Your timing was impeccable! Happy Holidays to you and Bella! I hold you in my heart! ❤️

  • Hi honey Crystal Aryana, very first want to say, God bless you and Bella his kindness grace. Im really happy to read the message and fully understand it. Have a nice evening or day or night. B

  • Ali says:

    I’m right there beside you on that step you’re on ,Crystal. And we are going up, finally. Time to rise now,out of the dark shadows.Thank you for your wisdom. Lovely photo of you and beautiful Bella. Have a peaceful Christmas, honey.

  • Sofie says:

    Yes Crystal, I could also tell you a story of what I accepted in my previous marriage, and it has cost me a lot of pain.
    But today I know what I can’t accept and I’m working on myself every day, opening to be the one that I was meant to be.
    As I’m on a course of the Acashic records, it is so important to know “your” blocks, and meditate on what I can change
    and not to let others decide how I am suppose to be but be my authentical self.
    I wish to you and all of the people here all the love and best wishes.

    • SHIRLEY says:

      U are just a beautiful person. You have helped me so much!!! Keep sending me messages and you and Bella have a Wonderful Christmas. She is beautiful just like her Mom. Love You, Shirley

      • Kevin says:

        Wonderful oh how wonderful to see this beautiful inspiration and as always I’m in alligned with your readings… Blessed Be

  • Aneetrai says:

    So right on time I am in alignment with your guided message it is exactly how I am feeling it is as if you knew I needed this and that it’s happening to me. You are so beautifully made and so greatly appreciated. Blessings in abundance always to you and your beautiful gift of joy.

  • David John says:

    I don’t know how to explain my feelings but I’m so excited for this message. And I’m hoping for the best to come, I feel the confidence and taking control allover me now, thank you so much for your daily massages. My humble soul rejoice for this

  • Viviane Paolini says:

    Beautiful both of you. I hope you are happy, we are happy because you thought of us.
    Yes I surrendered, and feel calm and hopeful, enjoying my life even if nothing is happening.
    I feel and read that the Universe is here and help me going further.

    I wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2022, full of Health and Joy.

  • N. Steven Williams says:

    I love the picture of you and Bella, you two
    take a darling photo…got your message, I
    appreciate it.

  • Michele says:

    Wow … beautiful souls both of you… she mimics her mum’s smile your message came at the right time. Funny how so many of us can relate. Blessings my lovely

  • Angie says:

    Oh my! It’s amazing how the Universe works for us! I think it’s the only one who’s ever known me… I have been a dependent people pleaser for most of my life. But I’ve been on a spiritual discovery path for more than a year or 2 now and in a relationship not so good for me for a few months, just the most recent of many not good relationships. But just in the last few hours I set myself free! I set a boundary and feel amazing because of it! I’ve been declaring to all my supportive girlfriends that I’m FINALLY going to get my own apartment and take care of me! All by myself for the first time in my life! I’m going to practice self care and self loving respect and honor. As soon as I announced it to the universe I immediately start seeing and reading messages confirming exactly what I’m projecting into my life and future! I’m so blown away by your message. It’s like you were thinking about me and writing it to me. Blessings to all! Future here I come!

    • Your past has shaped your now, your now will shape your future__ THUS, each moment (NOW ) is your future, your past, and your now. Putting them in order is the fun part and sometimes the sad part.

  • Michelle Trawicki says:

    Awe look at that precious face of that angel baby Bella ! She looks just like you hun. You are beautiful inside and out don’t worry you have chosen a better path for you and Bella hun. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year from me to yall. Love is coming your way in more ways than one. Stay strong and live your life . I sense a young man coming into your very near future that will love you and little Bella as yall deserve to be loved.
    God bless yall,

    • Ketcha Savain says:

      Thankyou Michelle You have no idea how your words are encouraging and helping me out this moment as I sit in my office and cry because I had a Grand opening today and a lot of the people that I love so dearly and would do anything for People I will give my all to most of my life for people that I cherish that I Thought cherished me also but they didn’t show up I’m so broken but I know this means some great things for me ahead

  • Therese Catherine Swann says:

    Such a beautiful picture… Bella reflects your inner joy and happiness. Thank you for the inspirational message. Happy holidays and blessings for the New Year! Keep on shining! Therese

  • Ellen M Riley says:

    Crystal, such a beautiful pic of you and Bella. Thank you for all the inspiration you have given me over the last 7 years. If you can do this thing you just did, then I can too. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

  • Cristy says:

    Attune. This has been the word I have been searching for, as I am going through new and rather raw emotions within me that I couldn’t really understand. All of which revolved around my close relationships and who has and has not shown up around me. Thank you for your enlightening, always on point messages your Bella is a cutie patootie!

    • Tune your thoughts to the song you want to hear, turn the radio on in your heart, and listen to your melodies from the first time you felt LOVE. Remember that it is invisible?

  • Dee Cooper says:

    Thank you for the words of truth! Great pic of you two! Enjoy that first Christmas together and make memories ⛄️

  • Yasmin Joy Nannup says:

    What a beautiful photo of you two, thank you for your email, it means a lot to me that I have people out there who believe in me apart from the ones who haven’t all my life… It’s people like YOU who inspire me to keep being ME.



  • Deborah says:

    Merry Christmas to both of you beautiful souls. I can so relate to this now and other aspects you have posted.

  • Helen says:

    Hello there what a beautiful picture of the two of you…sending hugs and both have a wonderful Christmas

  • Maria says:

    This was just perfect and on time. Thank you and Merry Christmas !! ❤️ Bella and you!

  • Cute little girl a beautiful smile and so innocent kisses and hugs little Bella

  • Judy Sawhney says:

    I do love this photo of you and Bella. ❤️
    Finally, I found where I could leave a message. So odd, I hadn’t discovered it until today.
    Your writings have helped me so much throughout the last two years. The words kept jumping out at me, precious sentiments which meant so much. I feel honoured to be on this Life journey with you!
    Merry Christmas, God Bless!

  • Brandi N Smith says:

    You’re DAMN right! The ENERGY is right! The time is NOW! No more standing in my own way, being *MY OWN WORST ENEMY*. Time to release in order to experience that ultimate freedom and true happiness because at the end of the day *I’m My Biggest Fan*as well

  • Tuki says:

    Totally Agree Crystal, surrendering and trying something new. As nothing stays the same “changes happens everyday”

    Stay Beautiful Crystal. And Beautiful Bella you are growing up nicely ❤

  • Virginia C Delagarza says:

    Ur bella is beautiful gorgeous and thank u for those lovely words I just became a grandmother and he is handsome and beautiful now I really think it’s all about me

  • Errica Moore says:

    Sweet pic baby guuuurl’s!!!!!!! Thanks for your kind words and inspiration..Happy Holidays

  • Gail says:

    Your picture made me smile. Such a cute baby…looks just like her mom for sure.

  • Angela Morales says:

    Is this all true

  • Wendy says:

    Thankyou crystal, I hope you have a wonderful Xmas xo Bella is so beautiful ❤️

  • Amrita Jain says:

    Crystal u and ur baby Bella is super cute

  • Mitchell St Louis says:

    Honey I wish that I was the lucky father to little Bella she is as beautiful as her gorgeous mother I wish her mother was my wife to cherish my lifetime ,thanks for loving me and give me hope again to live with more love so I can give back more love to my future wife when it happens i been alone fo 26 years and want a loving family and a woman to kiss hug cherish this is all I want to complete my life.
    Thanks again
    Yours in truth
    Mitchell St Louis

  • Lionell says:

    Thank you for sharing and taking time out with Bella to send the message. Namaste

  • Martha says:

    Crystal, you have a beautiful smile, but guess who’s got a bigger, better beautiful smile in this photo than you? Yep, it seems to be one very happy and well-named Bella!

  • Julie Wilborn says:

    Thank you so much & I hope you & your beautiful baby hae a wonderful Christmas

  • Lisa says:

    Thank you for the message!

  • Teresa says:

    Hello beautiful soul❤️
    I can’t thank you enough for your encouraging and guided readings! What would I do without you? Thank you lovely for your readings, continued truth and inspirations. God bless you and beautiful bella with love and light…

  • Cindy says:

    You are so awesome. You are teaching me how to let go. Thank you. And little Bella is absolutely beautiful. She got a great Mommy when she picked you. Be well. ❤️

    • Kwazi says:

      Hi love
      I hope you had a wonderful day and say hi to little Bella for me and I wanted you to know I appreciate you my angel

      Love you
      From kwazi

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